Booter-fly farmmmmm....hehehe!! fun fun!

Shia shia and I had planned a field trip out today to take some shots. It was fun...booter-fly farm was a blast although it was pretty small. Today's probably my first time trying to take 'professional' pics...but...they don't look that PRO afterall..oh well.....this is just the beginning..bear with me...lolz!






NEVER KNEW BOOTER FLY FARM'S got all these creatures tooo....eekkksss.....Some were nasty...!




Oh well....good try...good try... haha.....Well do that again next time alrite, Shia? :D Thanks for the day!!! MUAH!

Count my nuts babe!!

Oh yeaa..count it!! hahahah!!!
Sorry..I know the title seemed a lil rude..but I JUST HAD TO PUT IT IN!!...
Ok ok..here goes... I was at GAMA ( a shopping mall ) with my mom yesterday buying groceries and such and was waiting for her to pay up. While waiting, something caught my attention right at that point! There was this box filled with packets and packets of ground nuts..and there it was, a tag that says " COUNT MY NUTS COMPETITION"!!! Oh my my!! I would have taken part in the competition. I bet many would have come up with answers like 0-2. Am I not right? As far as I know.. I do not have any nuts...so no point of me counting..and you male species...I hope you only have 2!!! hahahah!!! I don't know bout you, but I thought this 'competition'thingy sounded hillarious..Why can't they come up with names like COUNT THE PACKETS COMPETITION or NUTS COUNTING COMPETITION (which sounds as bad!)...why why why? why count MY nuts? hahaha!!!
Anyways, this pic was taken with the phone cam at silent mode. Guess what? Security was there and I think cams aren't allowed in the mall. So here it is.. have a good laugh~

Moving forward to a brighter day...

It's 11.20pm and I'm already feeling sleepy. Surprising eh? Thanks to the pathetic dance class (which wasn't evry tiring) and the RPM which was killing me. Gosh, dance today was silly. I don't know why but 3/4 of the class were gone after 15-20 minutes. I ain't braggin` or anything but I really didn't enjoy the class. I miss Fabi and Azevedo. Somehow, a class without body rolls seemed a lil 'wrong'!*lolz*

Anyways, I guess the reason why I'm feeling sleepy at this early hour is because I got up pretty early to send our precious Seany boy to the airport. That lucky fella's heading to Hong Kong! ISh..I wonder when will I get on a plane ever again? I miss the feeling of being served with weird dishes, sleeping at the oddest hours and waking up not knowing which time frame I'm already at. Dropped Sean to the airport at about 630am then headed for some 'famous' toasted bread at the Bayan Lepas area. It was alright. Too much butter..too greasy!

Went straight home after that and tried to sleep for a bit. Then mom said she had to go out for a lil while to get her bills paid and stuff, so I decided to follow her out. Got my certs and id photocopied for this Friday's interview. Wish me luck! we bought lunch back home..ate a lil...then needless to say..my eyes were already 'fishing'. I walked to my room, took off my lenses and threw myself on the bed. Before I could even realised I was asleep, it was already 5pm. I have slept for more than 3 1/2 hours!!! EXHAUSTED! stilllllll sleeepppyyy....

Went to the gym for a dance class which sucked plus none of my friends were there. Made it even suck-ier(if there's such a word)! haha... Tried calling moi sis to see if she could pick me up for BibleStudy but that woman did not pick up the freaking phone! hahaha!!! In the end, I decided to accompany Darrell for the ever so tiring RPM class. Now I have wobbly legs..I'm melting..I'm dying...*sings*lolzzz
After the RPM, Darrell and I had a good long chat. Aiyo...he's a sweetheart -lah!! Thanks for listening AR RELL!!!! You the best!! :D :)

Today felt so much better after a few days of my own dramatic moments.Probably it is because I've finally completed what I have to complete and let it get done and over with. Wasn't easy..but I made it..and I'm proud of myself!
I'm sorry if I've been in some stupid pissy mood these couple of days because there were things that I couldn't handle and it just pisses me off each time I think about it.No one hears my cry..but oh well...better not...lolz

I was planning to cancel the account for this blog a few days back so I decided to read through the archives from last year when I first started blogging. It seemed like there's so much in here..so much memories that I cannot let go of. People and places...occassions... Some people tell you "The past is the past...let it be".. Easier said than done. Leaving behind good memories are the toughest things in life. They are so near to you, yet so far. But maybe some of you may be right, if you don't forget the past..how are you going to continue on with the future? I have many many..and I mean MANY great moments with certain people in life that I choose not to forget. Should I just let it down and let go or just leave them be? When I look through pictures, I know that they have all passed. Memories live with me in my heart.. for all times. At the end of they day, there's nothing much I can do. All I can do now is to smile at the storm. The storm in my life knowing that it will all be better at the end. . .

Tomorrow is a new day...

A new day has come....

Its been a year since...

First and foremost...HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY AMERICA!!!!!

I was browsing through my list of friends on MSN messenger and saw this nickname "SALUT TO AMERICA!HAPPY JULY 4th NIGGAZZZ"..guess who it was? It was moi cherie Houmam!! ha ha ha!!Houmam, are you reading this, homey? ha aha ha!!!July 4th 2006....wow...time fliess......so quickly...I didn't even realised it was July 4th until I saw his nickname on msn.What a shame! I've been back from the States for almost half a year now, yet I can't seem to forget every single thing that has happened there. Being in the States, I'd say was the best time of my life depsite the fact that I have to go through all the struggles that I never thought I would go through...Anyways...back to July 4th again...As far as I remembered...It was July 4th ,2005 when I saw the beauty of WIchita, Kansas finally unleashed! I remembered getting out of work at about 9-ish and calling Mona right after to take a cruise with me to downtown Wichita for our Fireworks parade by the bridge. Gosh...PUTAAA!!!! I can still remember this clearly...!!!I HOPE U ARE READING THIS MY PRECIOUS PUTA!! I remembered Mona calling Houmam to see if he wanted to meet up with us at downtown to watch the parade and he agreed..BUT we NEVER saw him there!! Apparently he was with a couple of Jap chicks!!! RITE HOUMAM???? don't lie!! he he he!!! So we watched the parade for about an hour or so....took pictures, videos and such for memory's sake. Sad to say, I had to reformate my computer a few months back..and they were all gone!! But as I said before, memories live with us..not only through pics....!:D Again...both Mona and I watched the parade, we laughed, we shouted..being loud in the STATES was NOTHING!!...and..we watched ppl's gestures around us..it was just simply hillarious!I remembered parking a far distance from where the parade was held..so we took a long walk to get there! after the parade ended, we walked back to our car which was parked like 5-10 minutes walk from where we were but as we were crossing the road..there was this bunch of hispanic looking guys that were honking at us. YES!Being rude and loud we wanted to turn and screamed at them to ask them to just shut up and crap off! ha ha....As we turned..and when those words were about to come outta our mouths...All we realised we said was.."OoOOoO...HOT!" ha ha ha ha!!! GOSH!!! GIRLS R GIRLS!!! ha ha ha!!!!!and Mona added her favorite phrase.."Oh baby baby!" ha ha ha!!!Girl,..I could still remember that!!!I dont think you remember but IDO!!! I ain;t sure if we met up with Houmam after that...did we, babe? he he...??For a 'drink'??? lol..But I remembered getting lost while driving home...and all Mona darlin` said was..GO STRAIGHT!! ha ha..I did...and we ARRIVED!!!! STARBUCKS looked familiar!! ha ha ha ha!!!!
We got home...pretty late.....and I guess that was INDEPENDENCE day for us in 2005!!! Gosh...do i miss ya'll!!
MONA,CASS,HOUMAM....three of you putas and puto!!!!! When are you coming to visit moi??I miss all the little times we've spent together...especially at FLashbacks, THE MALL,Starbucks...Panera bread,Crispy noodles....shopping through Victoria Secret onlineCatalogue...Halloweens....Walmart-ing in the middle of the night....Heroes...Shadows....Old Chicago.....OH MY GOSH!!!!!! I can still remember everything...Each time I look at all your pictures...all I can do is just smile...hoping that ONE DAY, SOMEDAY we'll go through all of these again! I miss ya'll to bits!
I guess sometimes its just not so easy to let go of the past especially when it means so much to me...I know it takes time...but I guess this will take a lifetime...I went to Wichita with a doubt...I came back regretting...because it holds so much memories...the place...the people....my love...my life...Hoping that I'll be back there someday for a visit at least....IF I were to have ONE wish...it would be for US to meet again....and to be together like old times.... :D
HUGS and KISSES my sweethearts!

...do u know that you're blessed?...

Thanks to the double dose of caffeine that I'm still awake at this most ungodly hour, 3.am!
Anyways...guess I won't be sleeping for the rest of the night.My aunt's in my room sleeping and probably wondering why am I still awake at this time while my cousin and her fiance's downstairs watching France vs. Brazil! Go BRAZIL! whatever! Not my cuppa tea so I don't really care..

Was talking to a friend a couple of minutes ago bout his life and how to actually deal with it. Problems bout job, life,relationships,friendships...whatever ships there are...Well you know what? whatever it is...face it...this is life..deal with it! I tell myself that too especially those moments when you think no one cares bout you and whatever that you're doing..be it good deeds or bad. I know it sucks..but all these little 'crappy' things actually make you a stronger person in life and handling your probbies. It ain;t easy being someone perfect...because you will NEVER be!People have flaws..you just learn as you grow up...then you'll grow out of it.
I've heard complains from many people especially about jobs and such. Depressed over work,politics at school and in the workplace...complain that their jobs ain;t payin` well..complain that the job they have sucks big time and being wantin` to change jobs..yadee yadeee yada...
ALL THAT FREAKIN` CRAPPY complains (which no doubt I do too)...BUT...have you ever thought how blessed you are? Why do people always relate their lives to the negative sides..Why not just sit back and think of how blessed and fortunate you are...for even having a job...a family....friends that care...and even if they don't..just be happy to know that they've once came across your life...and that has left a mark...now, thats the difference..cos u only live once...get me? got me? GOOD! O well..Sean was showing me this picture of construction workers that were working on some high railings by his office a couple of days ago. I thought it was rather scary though he thought it was rather hillarious, cos he said that what if the rails were to break..these guys might just fall off the cliff. I reckon...and thats what I think its a pretty risky job to handle. See? People risk their lives to work and get paid..who knows..its even lesser than what you're being paid! And..what do you do? Sit in the office, shake legs, answer telephone calls and such...and get paid like a trillion a month. Do you think u deserve it? or would you call that a blessing? It certainly is a blessing...So stop complaining, aite?

Kaz, myself,Janelle and her cousin were at an old folk's home today. It was the first time visiting an old folk's home for Kaz and I. It's totally not a regret goin there..thanks to Janelle.As soon as we walked in to the building, I looked around and saw these old folks that reminded me of my grandma of age 94.These old folks looked as though they were so skinny,weak and lifeless..trust me..I felt for them..Some do not even have family members visiting them in years..some are blind...some can't even walk or talk...and if you think they've been treated well by the nurses...well guess what? hell no! The nurses were such bitches..Sorry to say but a fact is a fact! They beat the old folks up, they feed the old folks like as though they were trying to choke the crap outta them. Whats all these man? Whats this freaking society coming to? Probably they are underpaid nurses or something..I don't know but all I know is what they are doin'now is just so wrong!Anyways..U gotta see to believe it. The old people were such sweethearts...how could they even afford to be treated like that?! Damn it!You nurses are gonna bite ur own dust!
What I am trying to say is...appreciate your parents. Please...for goodness' sake...DONT' send them to places like that when they are old. It does take effort to take care of them but you know what? It's all worthwhile!Think of the time and effort your mom has to take to bring u up even in her womb...seeing you grow from day to day..hoping for the very best just for YOU...and looking and smiling at you each time they pick you up in their arms hoping that very day will come when you're able to call them..mommy and daddy....look at how much love they've shown in the past years that makes you who you are today! Again, see how blessed you are? Would you want to be thrown into a 'lion's den' as such when you grow old? I wouldn't want to, to be frank! It just sucks when you know that no one cares no more...
Bottomline...I'm just tryin to say...appreciate what you have now especially your parents(some may be of a single-parental family) but it's ok...at least there's some there to love and care about you...job wise...your blessing is that YOU HAVE A JOB!( i dont even have one) but still...I know that God has HIS plans...and HE will never fail me! :)
When you're feeling your worst, know that there's someone out there that is feeling 200 times worse than you, but they still survive through no matter what..If they are capable, why not you? Think 'bout it... YOU ARE SOOOO BLESSEDDD!!

The "Ah Lien" version of "Girl Language"

I was on friendster a while ago and saw someone posting this article out on what a girl's tryin` to imply when she actually acts a certain way..It was rather dumb..So I decided to change it to the "Ah Lien" way...after this..You can cut and paste, then give me your version..Its pretty hillarious!Oh well..At least for me..ha ha!!Here it goes..:


WHEN i RUN AWAY FROM YOU
- FOLLOW ME
AhLien:Forrow, forrow..forrow ha mi?" Em bat sii koey ah?(Never die before ah?)

WHEN i POUT MY LiPS
- KiSS ME
AhLien:Lu gong ah?(Are you stupid)? Wa eh chui seh ulcer la..ko chimm...tia leh!(I have an ulcer in my mouth..why are you still kissing? It hurts!)

WHEN i KiCK
- HUG ME TiGHT
AhLien:Si Lang Bin..Lam ka ah ne ann..Ee eh gu beh lat, si pek pah.. (Idiot!Hugging me so tight..he's freaking strong!)

WHEN i CALL YOU CRAZY
- iM CRAZY ABOUT YOU
AhLien:Lu kau giak gong eh...lang kong lu siaw..lu chia chia siong kong lu siao..kua la..balu gip siao lang keng liaw...wa pun mai lu la!( Are you stupid? I called you crazy, and you think you're really crazy..look..now you're in a mental institute..I don't even want you no more!)

WHEN i AM SiLENT
- iM THiNKiNG OF HOW TO SAY i LOVE
YOU
AhLien:Lang tiam tiam siaw an chua kong wa ai lu leh...lang tiam..lu ka lang peh peh tiam...eh kau ah lu?!(I'm trying to figure out how to say I love you. I was silent and so were you..You dumb or something?)

WHEN i iGNORE YOU
- i WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTiON
AhLien:Si Lau chek..bo chai lu, lu chao ki..kau giak beh ki lo!(Uncle, I ignored you and you ran away...)

WHEN i PULL AWAY
- GRAB ME BY THE WAiST & TELL ME
YOU'LL
NEVER LET ME GO
AhLien:Mai kuchii wa la, gatai ka boey sii (Don't tickle me...it tickles!)

WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST
- TELL ME iM BEAUTiFUL
AhLien:Hu wah!Wa boey paa lu man..aa neh eh si kan lu kong wa sui..wa tak tak jit bo sui meh? Tan che eh lu to tiok! (I'm gonna slap you..call me beautiful at this time..you mean I dont look beautiful everyday?You're gonna get it later!)

WHEN i SCREAM AT YOU
- TELL ME YOU LOVE ME
AhLien:Wa jiang lu beh hiaw kong lu 'lap' wa ah? Bo akai eh, wa jiang lu paa wa!(When I scream, can't you tell me you love me?Brainless idiot!I screamed and you slap the crap outta me!)

WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKiNG
- SNEAK UP BEHiND ME, & REST UR
HEAD ON
MY SHOULDER
AhLien:Haa sii wa!Ho chai sii lu, abo wa to boey tat lu eh bola liao lo!(You scared me!Luckily its you,if not I'll be kicking your balls!)

iF I DONT CALL YOU
- iM WAiTiNG BY THE PHONE FOR
YOUR CALL
AhLien:Wa bo corr lu, lu pun beh hiaw corr wa...Lu cho hami ta po? (I don't call you, you don't even know how to call me..are you a man??)

WHEN iM SCARED
- HOLD ME BY THE WAiST
AhLien:Wa ti kia ka boey sii, lu lai gim gim gim...ko tong tong tong...ka eh hiaw nia!Lepot lu ka eh chai!
(I'm already so scared and you come out to me and hold hold hold, then touch touch touch...Such a pervert!I'll report you!)

WHEN i LOOK LiKE SOMETHiNGS THAT
MATTER
- KiSS ME & TELL ME EVERYTHiNG WiLL BE ALRiGHT
AhLien:Aiyo!Lu kong ka liaw ok? Lu settle la! (Sigh, you said everything's ok..why don't you settle it!)

WHiLE i HOLD YOUR HANDS
- PLAY WiTH MY FiNGERS
AhLien:Lo bo ming kia chii to liaw si bo? Chii to chiew...la sam ka boey si!(Don't you have anything else to play with other than fingers? So dirty!)


iF YOU REPOST THiS iN 2 MiNUTES
SAYiNG "Girl
Language" THEN SOMETHiNG GOOD
WiLL
HAPPEN TO YOU, BUT iF YOU DONT
YOUR
ONE
TRUE LOVE WiLL BREAK YOUR HEART

*Chii leh ming kia kau gong liaw! Post la post ki, wa eh entau ba pun boey kau eh!Cheh!*
(This thing is stupid..after posting for so many times, my price charming's not even here yet!Ish!)

DANCING cures all!!

(*Listening to Tong Hua*)--I don't understand..but still..so sweet..sounds sweet at least~

Yes..it's pretty late again..2.20a.m and here I am writing a bunch of nonsense AGAIN..Well, blogging puts me to sleep..so I shall blog til I go 'fishing'!..Siiii Senor...I know its 20 minutes past my curfew...but bagi chance laa..I slept early for the past 2 nights...So I guess my excuse is approved? *winks*..ha ha ha

Woke up this morning feeling like crap cos I felt a flu comin` on...Ah..not a good sign..I hate flus!!Thanks to you guys who got infected by the FLU VIRUS!!! Spreading everywhere..so inconsiderate! ha ha a..kidding !!!!
Didn't do much today..was out shopping for groceries with moi mommy after lunch for a lil bit then came back feeling all dazed and wantin` to sleeeeepppp soooo freakin` bad!!! But as soon as I entered moi room, I saw Sean's message again!!! ha ha ha!!!DISTRACTION!!! I forgot bout my sleep dude!! Just cause he had Kuang with him in the office..kacau kacau nia! he he he!Anywayss...we were talkin' for a while (still feeling very tired) forgetting that there's a Jazz class at 4p.m. By the time I realised, it was already 3.15pm. So I was debating whether to go or not. I so want to dance but my body says NO!NO!..oh well...in the end...guess what? YES...I went dancin`! Told my mom that I'd only be at the gym for one dance class which was from 4-5pm but I ended up going for 3 classes! Cos...it just simply felt so good after workout!!!SWEAT SWEAT SWEAT! I don't feel any headaches nor fever no more!I felt as though a HUGE ROCK just lifted off my back!! whoa!! :)
....AND...
After class at around 7.30pm..it was time for dinner...Rushed home and my family was already waiting for me to join them for dinner..So we decided to head to Joel's favorite 'ken ken soup egg' restaurant to have some good stuff! ahhh....soooo goooddd!!...

....ANYWAYS....

GUESS WHERE TO after dinner???
BATU FERRINGHI BABE!!! (wah! so excited!NOT!)
Paul picked Kaz and I up from the restaurant and we headed to Batu Feringghi...To my surprise, it was packed.! Everything was selling like hot cakes! ESPECIALLY DVDs!!!Man...all these pirates!!!POOR ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY!! kekekek....but who cares? Paul bought a few dvds and I did too!! TAKE THE LEAD!!! just part of my collection of dancing movies!ha ha!!
What else did I buy...hmm....oh yeaa...bling blingsss...butterfly bling blings!!! SOO PRETTYY!!!!! Thank goodness Kaz was with me or I'd be payin` twice the price for the necklace! The salesgirl calls Kaz, Pastor Karen..and thats why she gets all these discounts! Its beneficial being a servant of God afterall not only in heaven..but also Batu Feringghi!! *winks* ha ha ha!

Got home..sat down for a while talkin` to mom..then she went to bed. So...started the day as a good girl..might as well end the day as one too! I CLEANED MY ROOM!!!!!! FINALLY!!!! ha ha...although I still have loads of crap that I have to throw out! At least now after the cleaning session...the room looks a lil more spacious and BREATHABLE! ha ha ha !Oh what a description!!

I'm ALL DONE with cleaning....and...now I'm blogging my way to sleep....I think I'm feeling a lil sleeeeepppppyyyyy nowwwww......*yawnz*
Alrighty...I AM sleepyyy.....nitey nite nite people!!!!! ADIOS!!!!

Feeling a LOT betta` today...

It's 2.30a.m and I'm still awake!Thanks to Subaidah's 'teh ice'!But anyways...was out with some friends for "Take The Lead"...ahh..FINALLY watched it!!! after waiting for like a year or so. As far as I remember..it was the Summer of 2005 when I first saw the trailer!Been a year noww....haiihh..time flies!! The movie was alright. Not as good as I expected to be...just a lil disappointed. The dances and choreographies were awesome!How could someone come up with the idea of combining salsa,merengue,tango and foxtrot with Hip Hop?Man...its simply amazing...sexy yet cool!Yo niggas in da house...you feel me? *lolz* The storyline was aite..not too good..and the ending...sad to say..sucked!It would have been better if there was a REAL ending to it rather than left it hangin` with the 'home boys and home girls' dancin` in the ballroom! I guess if it weren't for the dances, the movie would have been down the drain! I still love 'HONEY'...the best so far!Jessica Alba's purely an angel! :)..and yea..Mr.Banderas' still pretty HOT for his age...but he should have done more of that bootie shakin` thingy on scene. AND..if you realised (for those of you who have watched this show), the sexy, pretty black babe is actually YAYA from America's Top Model! I didn't know til Ling told me bout it. I'm impressed! Not only blessed with good looks...but a pair of feet that grooves ro the rhythm!!Salute mi chica! "you diggin` it!'!! ha ha ha ha!!!! (man..whats with all that slangggg)
Its a MUST watch if you love dancin`!Lets say...forget the storyline and just enjoy the dance AND the musica baybehh!!UHUH-UHUH! :)

.....AND.....

Some of you may be askin` bout my nickname on MSN. Well I guess yesterday was one of those days when I felt depressed all of a sudden! Stupid eh? But yeaa...most prolly there's been so much drama in my life now. Never have I thought my life was this dramatic! I guess it is time I cut down on all these crap and start livin` my life! Was pretty down the whole night trying to sleep but unfortunately I couldn't. I guess there are some things that I blame myself for cos it did not happen the way any of us wanted it to happen....I know I shouldn't but I'm still doin` it! CRAP!!!PLAIN CRAP!!! Ya'll know what am I talking about? *lolz* I guess not! neither could I understand myself sometimes! ha ha ha ha!But yes yes yes..I'm feeling a lot better today despite the fact that the drama still lives on!But I'm all good! Chillin` out with a few friends after the movie at the mamak stall and havin` a good laugh has certainly enlightened my day!Sometimes I think we get a lil too loud...or..'moderately loud'..lol...but y'know what? WE"RE LOUD AND WE"RE PROUD! You have a prob? ha ha ha!!! That ain't any naaahhhsstayyyyyy laugh...Just some louder giggles! ha ha ha!!! You live to laugh...and you laugh to live! kekeke!!!

Ok, I guess I'm a lil over my grace period of an hour...promised to sleep by 3am..and now I'm 15 mins past 3am...I'm gonna have to blog out for now...til then....TAKE CARE and BE GOOD!!
I'm gonna try to sleeeeppppp.....(counting sheeps..1...2...3..4..)

*lolz*

BON NUIT peeps!!!!!!