...Memories...

Booter-fly farmmmmm....hehehe!! fun fun!

2006-09-30T13:11:00.000-07:00

Shia shia and I had planned a field trip out today to take some shots. It was fun...booter-fly farm was a blast although it was pretty small. Today's probably my first time trying to take 'professional' pics...but...they don't look that PRO afterall..oh well.....this is just the beginning..bear with me...lolz!

NEVER KNEW BOOTER FLY FARM'S got all these creatures tooo....eekkksss.....Some were nasty...!

Oh well....good try...good try... haha.....Well do that again next time alrite, Shia? :D Thanks for the day!!! MUAH!

Count my nuts babe!!

2006-09-16T11:24:00.000-07:00

Oh yeaa..count it!! hahahah!!!
Sorry..I know the title seemed a lil rude..but I JUST HAD TO PUT IT IN!!...
Ok ok..here goes... I was at GAMA ( a shopping mall ) with my mom yesterday buying groceries and such and was waiting for her to pay up. While waiting, something caught my attention right at that point! There was this box filled with packets and packets of ground nuts..and there it was, a tag that says " COUNT MY NUTS COMPETITION"!!! Oh my my!! I would have taken part in the competition. I bet many would have come up with answers like 0-2. Am I not right? As far as I know.. I do not have any nuts...so no point of me counting..and you male species...I hope you only have 2!!! hahahah!!! I don't know bout you, but I thought this 'competition'thingy sounded hillarious..Why can't they come up with names like COUNT THE PACKETS COMPETITION or NUTS COUNTING COMPETITION (which sounds as bad!)...why why why? why count MY nuts? hahaha!!!
Anyways, this pic was taken with the phone cam at silent mode. Guess what? Security was there and I think cams aren't allowed in the mall. So here it is.. have a good laugh~

Moving forward to a brighter day...

2006-09-06T08:21:00.000-07:00

It's 11.20pm and I'm already feeling sleepy. Surprising eh? Thanks to the pathetic dance class (which wasn't evry tiring) and the RPM which was killing me. Gosh, dance today was silly. I don't know why but 3/4 of the class were gone after 15-20 minutes. I ain't braggin` or anything but I really didn't enjoy the class. I miss Fabi and Azevedo. Somehow, a class without body rolls seemed a lil 'wrong'!*lolz*

Anyways, I guess the reason why I'm feeling sleepy at this early hour is because I got up pretty early to send our precious Seany boy to the airport. That lucky fella's heading to Hong Kong! ISh..I wonder when will I get on a plane ever again? I miss the feeling of being served with weird dishes, sleeping at the oddest hours and waking up not knowing which time frame I'm already at. Dropped Sean to the airport at about 630am then headed for some 'famous' toasted bread at the Bayan Lepas area. It was alright. Too much butter..too greasy!

Went straight home after that and tried to sleep for a bit. Then mom said she had to go out for a lil while to get her bills paid and stuff, so I decided to follow her out. Got my certs and id photocopied for this Friday's interview. Wish me luck! we bought lunch back home..ate a lil...then needless to say..my eyes were already 'fishing'. I walked to my room, took off my lenses and threw myself on the bed. Before I could even realised I was asleep, it was already 5pm. I have slept for more than 3 1/2 hours!!! EXHAUSTED! stilllllll sleeepppyyy....

Went to the gym for a dance class which sucked plus none of my friends were there. Made it even suck-ier(if there's such a word)! haha... Tried calling moi sis to see if she could pick me up for BibleStudy but that woman did not pick up the freaking phone! hahaha!!! In the end, I decided to accompany Darrell for the ever so tiring RPM class. Now I have wobbly legs..I'm melting..I'm dying...*sings*lolzzz
After the RPM, Darrell and I had a good long chat. Aiyo...he's a sweetheart -lah!! Thanks for listening AR RELL!!!! You the best!! :D :)

Today felt so much better after a few days of my own dramatic moments.Probably it is because I've finally completed what I have to complete and let it get done and over with. Wasn't easy..but I made it..and I'm proud of myself!
I'm sorry if I've been in some stupid pissy mood these couple of days because there were things that I couldn't handle and it just pisses me off each time I think about it.No one hears my cry..but oh well...better not...lolz

I was planning to cancel the account for this blog a few days back so I decided to read through the archives from last year when I first started blogging. It seemed like there's so much in here..so much memories that I cannot let go of. People and places...occassions... Some people tell you "The past is the past...let it be".. Easier said than done. Leaving behind good memories are the toughest things in life. They are so near to you, yet so far. But maybe some of you may be right, if you don't forget the past..how are you going to continue on with the future? I have many many..and I mean MANY great moments with certain people in life that I choose not to forget. Should I just let it down and let go or just leave them be? When I look through pictures, I know that they have all passed. Memories live with me in my heart.. for all times. At the end of they day, there's nothing much I can do. All I can do now is to smile at the storm. The storm in my life knowing that it will all be better at the end. . .

Tomorrow is a new day...

A new day has come....

Its been a year since...

2006-07-04T11:17:00.000-07:00

First and foremost...HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY AMERICA!!!!!

I was browsing through my list of friends on MSN messenger and saw this nickname "SALUT TO AMERICA!HAPPY JULY 4th NIGGAZZZ"..guess who it was? It was moi cherie Houmam!! ha ha ha!!Houmam, are you reading this, homey? ha aha ha!!!July 4th 2006....wow...time fliess......so quickly...I didn't even realised it was July 4th until I saw his nickname on msn.What a shame! I've been back from the States for almost half a year now, yet I can't seem to forget every single thing that has happened there. Being in the States, I'd say was the best time of my life depsite the fact that I have to go through all the struggles that I never thought I would go through...Anyways...back to July 4th again...As far as I remembered...It was July 4th ,2005 when I saw the beauty of WIchita, Kansas finally unleashed! I remembered getting out of work at about 9-ish and calling Mona right after to take a cruise with me to downtown Wichita for our Fireworks parade by the bridge. Gosh...PUTAAA!!!! I can still remember this clearly...!!!I HOPE U ARE READING THIS MY PRECIOUS PUTA!! I remembered Mona calling Houmam to see if he wanted to meet up with us at downtown to watch the parade and he agreed..BUT we NEVER saw him there!! Apparently he was with a couple of Jap chicks!!! RITE HOUMAM???? don't lie!! he he he!!! So we watched the parade for about an hour or so....took pictures, videos and such for memory's sake. Sad to say, I had to reformate my computer a few months back..and they were all gone!! But as I said before, memories live with us..not only through pics....!:D Again...both Mona and I watched the parade, we laughed, we shouted..being loud in the STATES was NOTHING!!...and..we watched ppl's gestures around us..it was just simply hillarious!I remembered parking a far distance from where the parade was held..so we took a long walk to get there! after the parade ended, we walked back to our car which was parked like 5-10 minutes walk from where we were but as we were crossing the road..there was this bunch of hispanic looking guys that were honking at us. YES!Being rude and loud we wanted to turn and screamed at them to ask them to just shut up and crap off! ha ha....As we turned..and when those words were about to come outta our mouths...All we realised we said was.."OoOOoO...HOT!" ha ha ha ha!!! GOSH!!! GIRLS R GIRLS!!! ha ha ha!!!!!and Mona added her favorite phrase.."Oh baby baby!" ha ha ha!!!Girl,..I could still remember that!!!I dont think you remember but IDO!!! I ain;t sure if we met up with Houmam after that...did we, babe? he he...??For a 'drink'??? lol..But I remembered getting lost while driving home...and all Mona darlin` said was..GO STRAIGHT!! ha ha..I did...and we ARRIVED!!!! STARBUCKS looked familiar!! ha ha ha ha!!!!
We got home...pretty late.....and I guess that was INDEPENDENCE day for us in 2005!!! Gosh...do i miss ya'll!!
MONA,CASS,HOUMAM....three of you putas and puto!!!!! When are you coming to visit moi??I miss all the little times we've spent together...especially at FLashbacks, THE MALL,Starbucks...Panera bread,Crispy noodles....shopping through Victoria Secret onlineCatalogue...Halloweens....Walmart-ing in the middle of the night....Heroes...Shadows....Old Chicago.....OH MY GOSH!!!!!! I can still remember everything...Each time I look at all your pictures...all I can do is just smile...hoping that ONE DAY, SOMEDAY we'll go through all of these again! I miss ya'll to bits!
I guess sometimes its just not so easy to let go of the past especially when it means so much to me...I know it takes time...but I guess this will take a lifetime...I went to Wichita with a doubt...I came back regretting...because it holds so much memories...the place...the people....my love...my life...Hoping that I'll be back there someday for a visit at least....IF I were to have ONE wish...it would be for US to meet again....and to be together like old times.... :D
HUGS and KISSES my sweethearts!

...do u know that you're blessed?...

2006-07-01T12:00:00.000-07:00

Thanks to the double dose of caffeine that I'm still awake at this most ungodly hour, 3.am!
Anyways...guess I won't be sleeping for the rest of the night.My aunt's in my room sleeping and probably wondering why am I still awake at this time while my cousin and her fiance's downstairs watching France vs. Brazil! Go BRAZIL! whatever! Not my cuppa tea so I don't really care..

Was talking to a friend a couple of minutes ago bout his life and how to actually deal with it. Problems bout job, life,relationships,friendships...whatever ships there are...Well you know what? whatever it is...face it...this is life..deal with it! I tell myself that too especially those moments when you think no one cares bout you and whatever that you're doing..be it good deeds or bad. I know it sucks..but all these little 'crappy' things actually make you a stronger person in life and handling your probbies. It ain;t easy being someone perfect...because you will NEVER be!People have flaws..you just learn as you grow up...then you'll grow out of it.
I've heard complains from many people especially about jobs and such. Depressed over work,politics at school and in the workplace...complain that their jobs ain;t payin` well..complain that the job they have sucks big time and being wantin` to change jobs..yadee yadeee yada...
ALL THAT FREAKIN` CRAPPY complains (which no doubt I do too)...BUT...have you ever thought how blessed you are? Why do people always relate their lives to the negative sides..Why not just sit back and think of how blessed and fortunate you are...for even having a job...a family....friends that care...and even if they don't..just be happy to know that they've once came across your life...and that has left a mark...now, thats the difference..cos u only live once...get me? got me? GOOD! O well..Sean was showing me this picture of construction workers that were working on some high railings by his office a couple of days ago. I thought it was rather scary though he thought it was rather hillarious, cos he said that what if the rails were to break..these guys might just fall off the cliff. I reckon...and thats what I think its a pretty risky job to handle. See? People risk their lives to work and get paid..who knows..its even lesser than what you're being paid! And..what do you do? Sit in the office, shake legs, answer telephone calls and such...and get paid like a trillion a month. Do you think u deserve it? or would you call that a blessing? It certainly is a blessing...So stop complaining, aite?

Kaz, myself,Janelle and her cousin were at an old folk's home today. It was the first time visiting an old folk's home for Kaz and I. It's totally not a regret goin there..thanks to Janelle.As soon as we walked in to the building, I looked around and saw these old folks that reminded me of my grandma of age 94.These old folks looked as though they were so skinny,weak and lifeless..trust me..I felt for them..Some do not even have family members visiting them in years..some are blind...some can't even walk or talk...and if you think they've been treated well by the nurses...well guess what? hell no! The nurses were such bitches..Sorry to say but a fact is a fact! They beat the old folks up, they feed the old folks like as though they were trying to choke the crap outta them. Whats all these man? Whats this freaking society coming to? Probably they are underpaid nurses or something..I don't know but all I know is what they are doin'now is just so wrong!Anyways..U gotta see to believe it. The old people were such sweethearts...how could they even afford to be treated like that?! Damn it!You nurses are gonna bite ur own dust!
What I am trying to say is...appreciate your parents. Please...for goodness' sake...DONT' send them to places like that when they are old. It does take effort to take care of them but you know what? It's all worthwhile!Think of the time and effort your mom has to take to bring u up even in her womb...seeing you grow from day to day..hoping for the very best just for YOU...and looking and smiling at you each time they pick you up in their arms hoping that very day will come when you're able to call them..mommy and daddy....look at how much love they've shown in the past years that makes you who you are today! Again, see how blessed you are? Would you want to be thrown into a 'lion's den' as such when you grow old? I wouldn't want to, to be frank! It just sucks when you know that no one cares no more...
Bottomline...I'm just tryin to say...appreciate what you have now especially your parents(some may be of a single-parental family) but it's ok...at least there's some there to love and care about you...job wise...your blessing is that YOU HAVE A JOB!( i dont even have one) but still...I know that God has HIS plans...and HE will never fail me! :)
When you're feeling your worst, know that there's someone out there that is feeling 200 times worse than you, but they still survive through no matter what..If they are capable, why not you? Think 'bout it... YOU ARE SOOOO BLESSEDDD!!

The "Ah Lien" version of "Girl Language"

2006-06-27T14:31:00.000-07:00

I was on friendster a while ago and saw someone posting this article out on what a girl's tryin` to imply when she actually acts a certain way..It was rather dumb..So I decided to change it to the "Ah Lien" way...after this..You can cut and paste, then give me your version..Its pretty hillarious!Oh well..At least for me..ha ha!!Here it goes..:

WHEN i RUN AWAY FROM YOU
- FOLLOW ME
AhLien:Forrow, forrow..forrow ha mi?" Em bat sii koey ah?(Never die before ah?)

WHEN i POUT MY LiPS
- KiSS ME
AhLien:Lu gong ah?(Are you stupid)? Wa eh chui seh ulcer la..ko chimm...tia leh!(I have an ulcer in my mouth..why are you still kissing? It hurts!)

WHEN i KiCK
- HUG ME TiGHT
AhLien:Si Lang Bin..Lam ka ah ne ann..Ee eh gu beh lat, si pek pah.. (Idiot!Hugging me so tight..he's freaking strong!)

WHEN i CALL YOU CRAZY
- iM CRAZY ABOUT YOU
AhLien:Lu kau giak gong eh...lang kong lu siaw..lu chia chia siong kong lu siao..kua la..balu gip siao lang keng liaw...wa pun mai lu la!( Are you stupid? I called you crazy, and you think you're really crazy..look..now you're in a mental institute..I don't even want you no more!)

WHEN i AM SiLENT
- iM THiNKiNG OF HOW TO SAY i LOVE
YOU
AhLien:Lang tiam tiam siaw an chua kong wa ai lu leh...lang tiam..lu ka lang peh peh tiam...eh kau ah lu?!(I'm trying to figure out how to say I love you. I was silent and so were you..You dumb or something?)

WHEN i iGNORE YOU
- i WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTiON
AhLien:Si Lau chek..bo chai lu, lu chao ki..kau giak beh ki lo!(Uncle, I ignored you and you ran away...)

WHEN i PULL AWAY
- GRAB ME BY THE WAiST & TELL ME
YOU'LL
NEVER LET ME GO
AhLien:Mai kuchii wa la, gatai ka boey sii (Don't tickle me...it tickles!)

WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST
- TELL ME iM BEAUTiFUL
AhLien:Hu wah!Wa boey paa lu man..aa neh eh si kan lu kong wa sui..wa tak tak jit bo sui meh? Tan che eh lu to tiok! (I'm gonna slap you..call me beautiful at this time..you mean I dont look beautiful everyday?You're gonna get it later!)

WHEN i SCREAM AT YOU
- TELL ME YOU LOVE ME
AhLien:Wa jiang lu beh hiaw kong lu 'lap' wa ah? Bo akai eh, wa jiang lu paa wa!(When I scream, can't you tell me you love me?Brainless idiot!I screamed and you slap the crap outta me!)

WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKiNG
- SNEAK UP BEHiND ME, & REST UR
HEAD ON
MY SHOULDER
AhLien:Haa sii wa!Ho chai sii lu, abo wa to boey tat lu eh bola liao lo!(You scared me!Luckily its you,if not I'll be kicking your balls!)

iF I DONT CALL YOU
- iM WAiTiNG BY THE PHONE FOR
YOUR CALL
AhLien:Wa bo corr lu, lu pun beh hiaw corr wa...Lu cho hami ta po? (I don't call you, you don't even know how to call me..are you a man??)

WHEN iM SCARED
- HOLD ME BY THE WAiST
AhLien:Wa ti kia ka boey sii, lu lai gim gim gim...ko tong tong tong...ka eh hiaw nia!Lepot lu ka eh chai!
(I'm already so scared and you come out to me and hold hold hold, then touch touch touch...Such a pervert!I'll report you!)

WHEN i LOOK LiKE SOMETHiNGS THAT
MATTER
- KiSS ME & TELL ME EVERYTHiNG WiLL BE ALRiGHT
AhLien:Aiyo!Lu kong ka liaw ok? Lu settle la! (Sigh, you said everything's ok..why don't you settle it!)

WHiLE i HOLD YOUR HANDS
- PLAY WiTH MY FiNGERS
AhLien:Lo bo ming kia chii to liaw si bo? Chii to chiew...la sam ka boey si!(Don't you have anything else to play with other than fingers? So dirty!)

iF YOU REPOST THiS iN 2 MiNUTES
SAYiNG "Girl
Language" THEN SOMETHiNG GOOD
WiLL
HAPPEN TO YOU, BUT iF YOU DONT
YOUR
ONE
TRUE LOVE WiLL BREAK YOUR HEART

*Chii leh ming kia kau gong liaw! Post la post ki, wa eh entau ba pun boey kau eh!Cheh!*
(This thing is stupid..after posting for so many times, my price charming's not even here yet!Ish!)

DANCING cures all!!

2006-06-27T11:17:00.000-07:00

(*Listening to Tong Hua*)--I don't understand..but still..so sweet..sounds sweet at least~

Yes..it's pretty late again..2.20a.m and here I am writing a bunch of nonsense AGAIN..Well, blogging puts me to sleep..so I shall blog til I go 'fishing'!..Siiii Senor...I know its 20 minutes past my curfew...but bagi chance laa..I slept early for the past 2 nights...So I guess my excuse is approved? *winks*..ha ha ha

Woke up this morning feeling like crap cos I felt a flu comin` on...Ah..not a good sign..I hate flus!!Thanks to you guys who got infected by the FLU VIRUS!!! Spreading everywhere..so inconsiderate! ha ha a..kidding !!!!
Didn't do much today..was out shopping for groceries with moi mommy after lunch for a lil bit then came back feeling all dazed and wantin` to sleeeeepppp soooo freakin` bad!!! But as soon as I entered moi room, I saw Sean's message again!!! ha ha ha!!!DISTRACTION!!! I forgot bout my sleep dude!! Just cause he had Kuang with him in the office..kacau kacau nia! he he he!Anywayss...we were talkin' for a while (still feeling very tired) forgetting that there's a Jazz class at 4p.m. By the time I realised, it was already 3.15pm. So I was debating whether to go or not. I so want to dance but my body says NO!NO!..oh well...in the end...guess what? YES...I went dancin`! Told my mom that I'd only be at the gym for one dance class which was from 4-5pm but I ended up going for 3 classes! Cos...it just simply felt so good after workout!!!SWEAT SWEAT SWEAT! I don't feel any headaches nor fever no more!I felt as though a HUGE ROCK just lifted off my back!! whoa!! :)
....AND...
After class at around 7.30pm..it was time for dinner...Rushed home and my family was already waiting for me to join them for dinner..So we decided to head to Joel's favorite 'ken ken soup egg' restaurant to have some good stuff! ahhh....soooo goooddd!!...

....ANYWAYS....

GUESS WHERE TO after dinner???
BATU FERRINGHI BABE!!! (wah! so excited!NOT!)
Paul picked Kaz and I up from the restaurant and we headed to Batu Feringghi...To my surprise, it was packed.! Everything was selling like hot cakes! ESPECIALLY DVDs!!!Man...all these pirates!!!POOR ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY!! kekekek....but who cares? Paul bought a few dvds and I did too!! TAKE THE LEAD!!! just part of my collection of dancing movies!ha ha!!
What else did I buy...hmm....oh yeaa...bling blingsss...butterfly bling blings!!! SOO PRETTYY!!!!! Thank goodness Kaz was with me or I'd be payin` twice the price for the necklace! The salesgirl calls Kaz, Pastor Karen..and thats why she gets all these discounts! Its beneficial being a servant of God afterall not only in heaven..but also Batu Feringghi!! *winks* ha ha ha!

Got home..sat down for a while talkin` to mom..then she went to bed. So...started the day as a good girl..might as well end the day as one too! I CLEANED MY ROOM!!!!!! FINALLY!!!! ha ha...although I still have loads of crap that I have to throw out! At least now after the cleaning session...the room looks a lil more spacious and BREATHABLE! ha ha ha !Oh what a description!!

I'm ALL DONE with cleaning....and...now I'm blogging my way to sleep....I think I'm feeling a lil sleeeeepppppyyyyy nowwwww......*yawnz*
Alrighty...I AM sleepyyy.....nitey nite nite people!!!!! ADIOS!!!!

Feeling a LOT betta` today...

2006-06-23T11:46:00.000-07:00

It's 2.30a.m and I'm still awake!Thanks to Subaidah's 'teh ice'!But anyways...was out with some friends for "Take The Lead"...ahh..FINALLY watched it!!! after waiting for like a year or so. As far as I remember..it was the Summer of 2005 when I first saw the trailer!Been a year noww....haiihh..time flies!! The movie was alright. Not as good as I expected to be...just a lil disappointed. The dances and choreographies were awesome!How could someone come up with the idea of combining salsa,merengue,tango and foxtrot with Hip Hop?Man...its simply amazing...sexy yet cool!Yo niggas in da house...you feel me? *lolz* The storyline was aite..not too good..and the ending...sad to say..sucked!It would have been better if there was a REAL ending to it rather than left it hangin` with the 'home boys and home girls' dancin` in the ballroom! I guess if it weren't for the dances, the movie would have been down the drain! I still love 'HONEY'...the best so far!Jessica Alba's purely an angel! :)..and yea..Mr.Banderas' still pretty HOT for his age...but he should have done more of that bootie shakin` thingy on scene. AND..if you realised (for those of you who have watched this show), the sexy, pretty black babe is actually YAYA from America's Top Model! I didn't know til Ling told me bout it. I'm impressed! Not only blessed with good looks...but a pair of feet that grooves ro the rhythm!!Salute mi chica! "you diggin` it!'!! ha ha ha ha!!!! (man..whats with all that slangggg)
Its a MUST watch if you love dancin`!Lets say...forget the storyline and just enjoy the dance AND the musica baybehh!!UHUH-UHUH! :)

.....AND.....

Some of you may be askin` bout my nickname on MSN. Well I guess yesterday was one of those days when I felt depressed all of a sudden! Stupid eh? But yeaa...most prolly there's been so much drama in my life now. Never have I thought my life was this dramatic! I guess it is time I cut down on all these crap and start livin` my life! Was pretty down the whole night trying to sleep but unfortunately I couldn't. I guess there are some things that I blame myself for cos it did not happen the way any of us wanted it to happen....I know I shouldn't but I'm still doin` it! CRAP!!!PLAIN CRAP!!! Ya'll know what am I talking about? *lolz* I guess not! neither could I understand myself sometimes! ha ha ha ha!But yes yes yes..I'm feeling a lot better today despite the fact that the drama still lives on!But I'm all good! Chillin` out with a few friends after the movie at the mamak stall and havin` a good laugh has certainly enlightened my day!Sometimes I think we get a lil too loud...or..'moderately loud'..lol...but y'know what? WE"RE LOUD AND WE"RE PROUD! You have a prob? ha ha ha!!! That ain't any naaahhhsstayyyyyy laugh...Just some louder giggles! ha ha ha!!! You live to laugh...and you laugh to live! kekeke!!!

Ok, I guess I'm a lil over my grace period of an hour...promised to sleep by 3am..and now I'm 15 mins past 3am...I'm gonna have to blog out for now...til then....TAKE CARE and BE GOOD!!
I'm gonna try to sleeeeppppp.....(counting sheeps..1...2...3..4..)

*lolz*

BON NUIT peeps!!!!!!

'You Keep Givin' Me'--Brian Littrell

2006-06-21T19:09:00.000-07:00

Gosh..I just have to put the lyrics up..This is so meaningful...I guess one of the members of the B-S-B's finally grown up...!Here, one of the songs in Brian Littrel's new 2006 Gospel album.Please download 'em...You'll love it!

So many reasons to be thankful
So many blessings that I can't repay
And I never would've made it here without You
Sending angels to guide me on my way

You keep givin' me joy
You keep givin' me happiness
You keep givin' me hope
You keep givin' me everything I wish
You keep givin' holding me
When I'm about to fall
And if even all of that was not enough
You keep givin' me love
(You're givin', You're givin' me love)

I know that I'm not always easy
And I know I put You through some trying days
But in spite of all the worries that I gave You
No, You never let my Angels get away

You keep givin' me joy
You keep givin' me happiness
You keep givin' me hope
You keep givin' me everything I wish
You keep givin' holding me
When I'm about to fall
And if even all of that was not enough
You keep givin' me love

Have I told You lately (have I told ya)
How Your love has saved me
It takes me to place I've only dreamed
I'm so thankful, Lord, for sending me angels

You keep givin' me joy
You keep givin' me happiness
You keep givin' me hope
You keep givin' me everything I wish
You keep givin' holding me
When I'm about to fall
And if even all of that was not enough

You send angels to guide me from up above
You just keep gvin' me
You just keep givin' me love

You're givin' me, givin' me, givin' me...
How can I thank you?
How can I thank you, Lord?
You're the
One who's blessed me with everything
You keep givin' love...
You keep givin' me... givin' me love
You! You! You! Givin' me, givin' me
You're givin' me, givin' me, givini' me...
My everything
You keep givin' me love

DRAMAS are not meant to be...

2006-06-15T02:07:00.000-07:00

It's 5p.m now and I'm already waiting impatiently for dance class at 9.30pm. Call me a freak but yes, Kerry's moi name, dancing's moi game..Lovin` it!Anyways, surprise!surprise! I was talking to Kuang last night and he suggested that we visit St Andrews today! And we did! I bet many of you were from that good ol kindy but we probably never knew each other back then..If you're from ST ANDREWS,SHOUT HERE! ha ha ha!!! YA...so...we were there with the excuse that we were gonna send our nephew there. They allowed us in and talked to us bout the fees and all..All we wanted to do was just to look around to see what's new!THANKS to Kuang's liesss!!hahahahha!!!
We went in to the hall...GOSH...it brought back so much memories. The stage, the hall, the uniform and even those lil shoes!!!Goodness!!! The teacher then said, "Take a seat"..both Kuang and I looked at the chairs and stared at each other laughing. It was because the tables and chairs were so tiny!! We told each other...oh my goodness..this shows how much we've grown..geezzz...the kids were adorable!!As soon as i walked in the hall, the picture of me sitting on stage crying my lungs out on my first day of school cause mom left just puts a smile on my face realising what a brat i was!i was 3 then!I WAS A CUTE BRAT!ha ha ha!

Well what I'm trying to say now is that when we see little kids and picturing ourselves as one back then does not make us feel OLD but matured....Matured enough to handle things by our own. We do not need our mommies and daddies to be there at all times no more. It's time WE grow up and grow out of the things we used to do as little kids...Being more independant and handling things the way a grown up should. Sometimes we tend to act like little kids, getting all frustrated and throwing tantrums whenever we don't get our way. Please be reminded that this is life...there are many obstacles that we come acrosss in our daily lives that we might have thought we'll not be able to handle it well..but when you know that this life is YOURS..live it to its best and don't run away from problems that come your way but to deal with it for once and for all.

I was reading Sean's blog a while ago and it seems like problems occur every now and then not only for him but for many of us. Life,love,jobs...I liked the quotation he gave- "God will never hand u a stone which is too heavy for u to carry, if He gives it to u, it means He knows very well that u'r capable of carrying it"-
We have to know that our life is in God's hands..no matter what circumstances we face, know that God is incontrol.Never give up! People tend to give up easily on the things they 'thought' they'll nevere be able to handle...This is beacuse they don't try..not because they cannot do it. It is out of your own capability which will lead you to greater success!And of course...PRAY...for prayer works miracles when you think everything has failed you...and God will make the impossibles possible! :) Trust me! See for yourself.!
Sean,again, do what you heart tells u to do...go where your passion takes you as for job wise.Whatever you're facing now, we might not know..or understand..but know that we're always here for you and so is HE! I am proud of the way you're handling what you're currently going through..Let the past be the past...I know its easy to say but hard to act but, when you let go of the past, then only will you move on to a better life ahead of you. You know it..you know it well enough that GOD has greater plans for you. Your life's been laid in front of you, bright and well...its just up to you to face the challenges....in your life...be it love or your job. THE RIGHT ONE WILL COME YOUR WAY SOMEDAY..JUST BE PATIENT!! :) Sean, you've been a great blessing and I'd be prayin` for ya! :)

And..as of Kaz' blog..I certainly reckon on not having anymore 'what ifs' in life. Live life with no regrets because everything in life is a lesson, a lesson that we'll take with us for the rest of our lives! The only thing you should ask yourself now is ...
"WHAT IF I DONT ACCEPT JESUS CHRIST NOW?WHAT WILL HAPPEN?"...GOTCHA!! YES!!What will happen? You were brought here for a reason...this world was created for a reason.HE died for you for a reason. ....what's the reason??...something to ponder on...THE REASON IS YOU!YOU!YOU!!!!!!YOU ARE THE REASON why everything was made...why everything was done and why HE DIED ON THE CROSS.
Like I said..GROW UP!!! Stop being kids no more..make up your mind on which path you want to follow for the rest of your life and throughout eternity...No one can stop you from being who you are and what to do..You don;t live for people..You live for yourself!!!

WOW!!! ..how did I even come up with all that?? Oh well..sometimess.....just go with the flow...til then..... :)

The Notebook..my notebook? sigh

2006-06-09T11:22:00.000-07:00

It's 2.25am-Saturday morning and I just got done watching "The Notebook".I've watched this show a couple of times now but still...I find it very sweet and meaningful in a way..I guess I'll never get bored of it.Watched the beginning with Karen cos' she was the one who wanted me to download the movie..but guess what? She fell asleep..and told me.."Kerry ah..cannot tahan anymore..must sleep"..Ah! Party pooper!!The movie clearly shows how much wonders LOVE can do to two people, no matter what happens...Some of you may call it..CHICKFLICK but AAh....just like a fairytale!!--boat rides,sunrise,sunset..yadee yadee yadaaa...
Those of you who have not seen this movie...should just drop by a DVD stall and grab it..I'm tellin` ya..no regrets...Who knows, might be "Your Notebook" next time*winks*-only RM4 anyways...ish!

It got me thinkin`...does it really matter if LOVE was real?Or does it not?I don't know..sometimes I just think too much...but its good tho...stimulates my mind...At least I think! ha ha ha!

I was talking to a friend back in the States 'bout her wedding that will be coming up this November. I realised that her wedding is just around the corner so I decided to message her on MSN to tell her CONGRATSand to see how's the preparation goin`.. "SHE" is a pretty close friend by the way, from the same uni..but I better not mention her name.
And so..we were chatting and chatting then she asked me what I thought about her fiance(also from the same uni). I told her that he's a very nice person(that I know of) and that he loves her so much.She was quiet for a lil while so I nudged her and asked her what's happening and if she is having doubts bout the wedding. Without hesitation, she said YES.I was pretty shocked when I heard that but still...I was reading what she was writing...
She said that she's been likin` this other guy for more than 3 years even til this very day but he was attached.So she decided to move on...but her heart remains knowing that it is impossible to be with him.So, she dated this fiance of hers for a year..no doubt she loves him...vice versa..blablabla...and..they are engaged! Good news....!but on the other hand SAD!
As soon as she got engaged, she got to know that the guy that she's been likin`all along is SINGLE!..ah...bad break up with the gf who cheated on him..all that crap...whatever! Anyhow..she talked to him on MSN..like usual...but this time she thought she should just let her feelings out for once and for all. She did..and to her surprise..the guy had a crush on her a long time ago...but never did anything as HE WAS ATTACHED!But they've spent quality time together...like lil lunch outs,writing in the newsroom,going out for stories and even parties.They told each other.."IF ONLY WE COULD TURN BACK TIME"...*sigh*.....I guess if only they could turn back the hands of time...things will be way different now.They'd be much happier with each other...and who knows? Start a family..have babies together..ha ha ha!
Sometimes I just wonder...Is LOVE?BEING IN LOVE?BEING LOVED or TO LOVE that hard?Sometimes you just regret not telling the person you like, or rather love that you actually have feelings for them because you're just afraid of rejection or simply because you can't do it!Low self esteem?No confidence? yea..whatever!I've told many of my friends that if they really love someone, then they should take the stand..go up to the person and be frank with them.But honestly, I can't do that myself. It takes lotsa courage!!But it is clear that it'll be the biggest regret of my life! :( Well...life's fulla` WHAT IF's and IF ONLY's.....and IF ONLY I WERE TO HAVE THE GUTS........the story goes on....ha ha ha!!!! X-FILES!
I know I'm talking crap..but I do wish my friend the best of luck in her marriage and do hope that she has made the right decision. :)...
YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE....LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST AND ACHIEVE WHAT YOU'VE AIMED FOR.LIVE LIFE WITH NO REGRETS!
...WELL..I guess there are some things in life that I have to deal with too before it's TOO late....I started it....I'll end it.....good..... :)

Bloggin` off for now---THE EVER SO CONFUSED KERRY CHAN!

Lonely...I'm so Lonely....

2006-06-07T11:09:00.000-07:00

It is 1.20 am and I'm still up, wide and awake doing the most absurd thing..BLOGGING!ha ha ha...Oh well..I guess cos I'm bored.... :) Came back from dance practise in church not too long ago.These kids from the Realm are pretty good dancers!Seems like many of them have "UNLEASHED" their true being. I never knew "UNCLE" could shake his bootie..or even Josh doin` his Wong Fei Hung moves which has nothing gotta do with the dance but it was hillarious!I guess the more open up you are, the more confidence you'll have and that will certainly lead you to do greater things! I'm seriously proud of them.THEY LEARN SO FAST!!! Having to teach dancing in a church is a little different compared to teaching in schools and stuff. You just have to becareful with the movements you make...if y'know what I mean!*winks*

Geez, my whole body's aching!Thanks to Fabiana's power stretch class that I attended yesterday.It was pure torture but good in a way.Gets your flexibility skillss goin`!Eh!I ain't too bad!! BliaK!!You CF peeps...should try this class one day...Fabi will stretch the crap outta ya!! :) ha ha ha!

*SIGH*...today's a pretty boring day for me except teaching dancing at church. Maybe its because ma' two "BOYS" have eloped with each other. Nahh..just kidding...Sean's gone to KL for a business trip and Kuang to Jakarta for another business trip. I'm left ALL ALONE. It's usually still YAM CHA time at this hour talking about anything and everything under the..errr..Moon? ha ha ha!Yeaaa....WISH YOU BOTH were here...Now ya'll left me bored and miserable! ha ha ha!I'm still waiting for the both of YOU to come back and watch "THE OMEN" as promised ok? Come back A S A P!!!!! :) Miss ya'll already!!Ya'll be missing the "SECRET LOVE" dance if you come back late!!!!! So chop chop chop!!! be fast!!

Anyways...I guess I'll try to sleep now...listening to my favorite "TONG HUA"...Don't even know why I love that song so much...Its rare that I like any chinese songs cos I don't freakin` understand. But this one is different...the music itself already brings tears to my eyes..SOMEHOW...checked online for the translation...even more meaningful!!! *SIGH*..Pls don't call me a freak altho I know I am!!
The first time I heard it..I was like..OH KAYY....didn't really fancied it...but now...WHOA...LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!...well....ppl do change I guess....
Aite..ma' peoplezzz....Kerry's BLOGGIN` OFF!! *MUAH*

Che Che Dearest....

2006-06-03T19:01:00.000-07:00

Teddy bears, doll and dress up clothes,
The time went by so fast;
Tea parties filled with giggling girls,
Sweet memories from the past.

You were always there beside me,
As we grew up through years;
You shared my sorrows and my joys,
My laughter and my tears.

There's something God has given me,
A gift so sweet and rare;
A love for my sister deep in my heart,
And a friend who will always be there.

I"VE GOT YOU!!!

You Are So Beautiful...To Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...la la la

2006-05-30T14:58:00.000-07:00

SO BLESSED TO HAVE MET THE BOTH OF YA!!!*MUAH*

ARE YOU UP AND READY FOR IT?

2006-05-30T14:04:00.000-07:00

"UNLEASHED" is a Youth concert organized by "The Realm". "Unleashed" will be held from the 14th through the 16th of July 2006. This exciting and fun filled event is catered for the young and young at heart!If you love loud yet comfy christian music, intense yet soft touch from God..then YOU ARE IN THE RIGHT PLACE, AT THE RIGHT TIME. Come, and be a part of UNLEASHED! See what God has in store for you! The best thing is...you don't get charged for getting drunk nor would you get caught! Drink for as much as you want....be CONTENT! FREE FLOW,BABY! :)

Venue is yet to be notified BUT Keep those 3 nights off...NO REGRETS! See ya there!!

con't

2006-05-29T11:38:00.000-07:00

Prom Night 2006

2006-05-29T09:59:00.000-07:00

Monday Blues

2006-05-15T11:51:00.000-07:00

ellow ellow peoplezzz.....i'm back!

I'm just sittin' in my room, in front of the comp once again....oh, it's becoming a routine!!If the computer were to be taken off me for ..say...a week....I'd probably get stuck not doing anything and don't even know what to do.*sigh*
Its Monday again..Monday blues...woke up this morning wantin` to attend the Hip Hop, ABT and Jazz classes as promised but to my disappointment,I woke up feeling like I was in a revovlving restaurant or somethin`.Ah..I could feel a flu coming on...Which is bad! Fever, sore throat...and all that crap followed!
Didn't do much for the day as I was just lazing on my bed...telling myself that I probably need some rest. My friends say that I've never slept throughout my life but that ain't true...I do,y'know?For like 4-5 hours/night.Thats pretty reasonable! hahahahah...I'm not a 'sleeping' person..Always thought that sleeping is just a waste of time. Maybe it is because I'm just 'kaypo'..and wanting to know what's happening when everyone's asleep!*oooo...creepy?* "SHE NEVER SLEEPS"..*lolz*
Nahh..spending most of my time on MSN and FRIENDSTER's more like it..Man...this habit's gotta go!! The SPIRIT OF INTERNET"S GOTTA LEAVE!!! kekekeke
Anyways....later in the evening...I felt a lil much better.Being stubborn when told not to...I headed for gym!Gym was fun...Dance class was fun too (but what happened to our missy's choreography for today? Pretty lame, eh?)Oh well...but all in all was good...At least I got my body moving rather than hybernating at home! And oh yaa....I promised myself to attend only one class but ended up two!Shia shia's RPM was fun!!!! Way to go, girl!! I was totally drained after that!
On my way out from class, I met Kuang (who just arrived not too long ago)...and he told me that it was Paula's birthday...AAha aha! Another old age catchin` up!I didn't even know! What a shame! I rushed to the locker room, met Paula and wished her Happy Birthday. Asked if she wanted to go for a drink....So we did. Paula,myself, Siew Ling, Sean and Kuang headed to Secret Recipe for a quick drink before YOGA. And NO..I don;t do yoga! Worse than a sleeping pilll!It was Paula who wanted to go...Aunty Lisa and Uncle Henry joined too...(as for them, the story goes a long wayyyy....no comments)
After a while, Paula left...but S.Ling, Kuang, Sean and I were still chatting at Secret Recipe, not even realising that they were closing until the waiter gave us the bill(he was hinting for us to leave). It was prolly a quarter past 10pm. We were still giggling away as though we owned the place. *lol* That's 'normal' anywayss....lol..We left... and here I am ..blogging and blogging again!

Hmm..what else is new?

Oh yeaz...Started my 'new' job last week in a Kindy. It was pretty fun but too much of the kids just drives me nuts. Naughty yet cute,cheeky yet adorable!What can I say? I have a 2-year old at home and he drives everyone nuts already! By the way, its not MINE but my sister's!hahaha...Just incase u wanted to know..
Working in a kindy is different. I thought it would be like teaching little kids how to dance and sttuff but not for this one. Requires you to play with the kinds, climbing ladders-from the highest to the lowest! Some are so active that they even clim walls!!! Eish!!! Butoverall, they are such darlings! Oh...SOME are mean too!!! There's one called Alex..HE IS SUCH A SWEETHEART!!!! Can't wait to see him again! :)
Anywayzie ways....don't be surprised that I'm workin` in a kindy ok? Don't let the looks fool you! I love kids!Just don't annoy me by pooping on me!*kidding*..
Well yea ..that bits and pieces of moi for now.....til I blog again....
Signing offffffffff............Hastalavista!!!

Movies movies movies....

2006-05-01T11:41:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey...I'm back after two weeks off from blogging!!! Well well well...let's see what's been happenin` these two weeks...hmm....nothing much really...Same old same old except the fact that my friends and I were sorta doin` like a movie marathon these past few days...which was pretty fun!Let's see what we've watched....

Last week, myself, Sean, Aunty SS, Paula and a couple of friends went for the most hillarious movie I've watched so far."She's The Man" is totally a MUST WATCH!(for those who have not watched it yet, you're missin` out..I'm tellin` ya!)..I'd rate the movie a 10/10!! Watched it twice with a different group of people...After the second time I still find it so funny...on the other hand..sweet and romantic?*lols*Ok..I have to admit that I'm a sucker for chick flicks...but...honestly..which girl isn't?Especially when Amanda Byne's so adorable trying to play the role of her brother, Sebastian.Oh, not forgetting that hunk! Channing Tatum!!Gosh...he's such a heart throb..a sweet heart...ahhh...mister lova` lova!hahhaha....Anywayz...yes...when both of them hooked up....it was JUST LIKE HEAVEN! ha ha....

WHat else?

"Fragile"!!! Its a total......DISAPPOINTMENT!Nothing to look forward to..Everything happened just in the hospital itself. Even from the very start, you'll be able to figure out which ones will be dying and which ones will not.I thought it was suppose to be a "SCARY" horror flick...but gosh...turns out to be more like a comedy. The 'crippled ghost' looked more like the ghost in "Scary Movie" except for the metal legs and arms n such. The "ghost" looked like she was on weed or somethin`..Wasn't even scary at all...I'd say the show's worth a good laugh tho! Rate? 3/10! Terribly, horribly TERRIBLE! hahahahahah!! Ah...just don't "BREAK UR BONES" watchin' it....Who lives upstairs anyways? Have u checked? *winks*

Hmm....

"Failure to Launch"---its alrite..I wouldn't say a 'great' movie...was just alrite. Starring Sarah Jessica Parker and Matthew McConaughey, the movie will not receive much complaints tho. Ok..what can you complain about? Matthew McConaughey is HOT! SO HOT! His smile just melts your heart away! Oh...not forgetting..nice set of teeth too!!!PEARLY WHITES! :) I have no comments on Sarah Jessica PArker cos' I never thought she was attractive or whatsoever but it seems like men LOVE her to death! Well...NIce bod...nice bootie...lol....nice accent too..if you realise she has an accent...Sounded like it was from Texas or somethin!ha ha
Rate it.... 6/10....that's all I can say..not worth watching in the theatres....Just get the DVD from batu ferringhi!

Today's movie was UGLY!!!!!
Bad scene!Bad bad bad!! I wouldn't say "Hills Have Eyes" is a bad movie but the scene that was shot was ugly! The whole movie was bloody and gruesome. I'd suggest if you have a history of heart failure..Please do not watch it because you prolly won't be able to take it!Lotsa stabbings, tortures, blood and the ripping of body organs! YUCKS!!! If you were to pay me a million bucks, I would not even step in to the thetres to watch it the 2nd time. The movie started off like a comedy (yes, and again!)..Showed pictures of deformed lil babies..which i thought was rather funny. I don't mean to make fun of de formed people...but the way they filmed it was hillarious.Bernz and I were laughing our ass off the whole time before th KILLINGS started.Hmm..but..show ended well..I was happy that the baby was still alive!! Hallelujah! *winks*Rate: 6/10

I guess that's bout it for my movie marathon week! Miss Chan is now heading to bed as I have to help a friend with his dance in college tomorrow at 11 a.m..Aite then peoplezzzz....Kerry's out for now........Take care...
PEACE OUWHT! :)

Guide Me...

2006-04-20T10:03:00.000-07:00

You know, life's not always a bed of roses where everything just falls the way you want them to be. Sometimes you expect things to happen your way..but it doesn't.It is about 2a.m now and I'm still awake trying to blog. These few days have been pretty rough.Things have been bothering me and there are decisions that I have to make in my life to get everything to fall in line. I always thought that I'm living a life of a princess, without having to worry about anything. The fact is, no one lives like a princess...not even the princess herself.*SIGH*...

Two days ago, I've made up my mind on giving up something that really mattered to me., knowing that it is for the best(tho some may disagree with me). Something that I have dearly for almost 9 years now...but somehow...it ended. It wasn't easy for me to make up my mind on whether to give it up or not but it would be selfish to keep it and ruin whatsoever or whoever's life that concerns. (Some of you may know what I'm talkin' about)...I always believe that everything happens for a reason.Many called me stupid and a 'bitch' for giving up but I still stand for what ever my heart tells me to do and where to go. I have no regrets that the decision is made because if things were to be dragged for a longer time...better days will not come...It'll just be hurts and pains which will not be a pretty sight...I guess there's no turning back now....I believe God will guide me through this no matter what....

Anywayss..never have i thought that I would have so many things to worry about....Jobs' been one of another main thing...but arghhh........Guess I'll just leave it all to God...I know that HE loves us and wants the BEST for us...so....no worries.....everything will be just fine.... :)

*SIGH*..nothing to write about already la..no mood to write anyways....will be back 'in the mood' to write again....say...mabbe....tomorrow? ha ha...til then...ya'll take care!

-KERRY OUT!-

IF YOU WANT TO SEE THE RAINBOW, YOU MUST FIRST LEARN TO PUT UP WITH THE RAIN

and...this is mine....

2006-04-16T11:24:00.000-07:00

My earliest memory:
It would probably be..err....getting locked in the dark room fulla clothes hangin` everywhere to dry.I was bout 3...bangin` on the door thinking the clothes were gonna attack me and eat me up or something.. *argh*

At school:
Kindy-I was about to tell my teacher that I wanted to do a poo poo...but...TOO LATE! I did it right on the spot! She loved me ever since..

Primary-Started crying when my best friend back then shouted at me telling me she was the most beautiful girl in class. I was jealous. We were 7. :)

My First Relationship:
This is funny but yea...When I was about 9, a boy proposed with a ring made out of grass..promising he would marry me when we grow up. Now....He's gay! I'm serious!

I wish I never had worn:
My underwear inside out like superman! *winks*

I wish I had:
Stayed in America...but...nahhhhhhhh.........I'm home and happy! :)

I wish I hadn't:
stood beside that guy at dance class so I wouldn't be injured and in pain NOW!

At home I cook:
MY sister! ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!

When I was a child, I wanted to:
Have three wishes just like in the story book....And with that 3 wishes, I'd wish for another 3 wishes...and more and more and more..

The book that changed my life is:
BUKU TEKS METAMATIK ...since I read that..I knew I sucked in maths...

If only I would:
Get a life and not answer all these silly questions! WHO WAS THE ONE WHO TAGGED ME?????*AHEM*

Friends say that I'm:
-crazy crazy-happy happy-smiley smiley-funny funny-blurry blurry-blondie blondie?(geezzzz i hope not!!!)-

What I don't find amusing is:
the fact that some girls wear winter scarves here when the heat can actually burn you alive! Does it slim your neck down or somethin`? *faints*

Tagging:Karen,Sean,Amine,Mona

My Easter Hunny Bunny Cutie Pie's 2nd Birthday!!

2006-04-15T20:05:00.000-07:00

A bundle of joy to the family and of course to all his HOMEYS at church! :)

WE LOVE YOU,JOEL!! *mUaH*

BLESSED EASTER!!!

2006-04-15T19:06:00.000-07:00

Easter's not about US...It's about HIM who died for US thousands of years ago...and that is the reason why we're here today...
When I was a little girl, Good Friday and Easter's more like an opportunity to skip classes to attend church services at the catholic church nearby our high school.Also, Easter was about nicely decorated easter eggs,bunnies(oh-my-favorite!),chocolates,candies and such. Well, it is still..but as you grow up and begin to understand the true meaning of Easter...all the eggs,candies and bunnies don't really matter that much anymore (altho I still buy them at Walmart til last year!..the hunny bunnies were adorable!)Easter's the time when you think what your life would be like if Christ would not have died on the cross for you, rather, what would the world be?..hmm....ever thought bout it? Well...prolly its time you start thinkin'... :)
Easter is a day blessed with full assurance with the reason we're living in this world full of hope and free of sins.Easter never fails us. Even in the worst of times, amidst destruction, death and despair, Easter arrives as surely as daybreak, boldly proclaiming the message of renewal and hope.
Whether you believe in the historical truth of the resurrection of Jesus Christ or in its symbolism, Biblical accounts of the first Easter Sunday have proven to be a powerful source of inspiration and transformation.The world was never the same again. The blood stained linen wrappings and the empty tomb ushered in a radically different era of brave new beginnings. The message of love, faith and hope still resonates across the globe, north to the south...east to the west...you name it....
Many have different perspectives on what Easter's all about..BUT.. WE as Christians know that we are the reason that HE gave HIS life, we are the reason that HE suffered and died,to a world that was lost..HE gave all HE could give...(yes, taken from a song)...All these just to show us the reason to live. Shouldn't you be thankful and blessed? ............... :)

HONG KONG babe!!

2006-04-15T08:24:00.000-07:00

Looking back at the the last post..it was 1st January, 2006. Say...been like 3 months ago since I wrote on my blog. What a shame! ha ha ha....sorry sorry....Kerry's back....."PLANNING" to blog again!

Alrighty...
It's been 3 days since I got back from Hong Kong. Hong Kong's a very unique country of its own...Like it or not is not for me to say..Cos some people like ME may not fancy it that much.
B U T....
The trip was awesome. The only turn off bout the trip were the people. One word to describe them.."RUDE"...very very much indeed!!
Scenery and shopping wise...I'd say..its the bomb!Altho not much shopping was done...Had some pretty good bargains...on...Esprit? ha ha ha!!!!! GOTCHA!Did I not mention...shopping's the BOMB only if you have the $$...Well I did not so...I had some pretty good WINDOW SHOPPING experiences in Hong Kong!!! Oh...SWEET MEMORIES! *lolz*
Departed Kuala Lumpur at about 9 a.m to Hong Kong on April 8,2006. Took us about 4 hours to reach our destination but guess what? I slept throughout the journey so it was all good...Thanks to motion sickness pills!! ha ha ha....Dozed off listening to my ipod...what a journey!
When we got there and as soon as we walked outta the airport we realised there was a big van waiing to pick us up to our hotel. To my surprise, we were heading to the hotel that I've always wanted to go since I was little...THE DISNEYLAND RESORT!!! Baby baby!!What can I say..the resort was beautiful!! REFINED and DEFINED!!! ha ha...The room was just of Disney merchandise..It is like as tho you're living in the world of cartoonsss....SPECTACULAR! Man...I didnt wanna leave...but we were ONLY there for one night...one beautiful night....oh..just brings tears to my eyes...sob sob..ha ha...But I left with a gift Disney presented me.....the gold pen!err....actually...errr... Honestly...I stole it! Shhhhhh...couldn't resist!!!! Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............was too cute-lah!Oh...also....we had Mickey Mouse waffles for breakfast too!! :)

Our next hotel was the Peninsula Hotel. Known as one of the most expensive hotels in Hong Kong...Here I am..given the previledge to spend 2 nights in the hotel. The only thing I can say now is that...I'm BLESSED! :) Many people actually have hi-tea in this hotel just to wait for celebrities to arrive. You won't wanna know the price for the hi-tea...neither do I! Was there for approximately 3 days but nahhh ahh...did not even see a shadow of any celebrities...how sad... We were told that that night when we first got to the hotel was when Sammi Cheng was suppose to be there...I was like...WHATEVER! :P Whatever Ching Cheng or CHong...i don't really bother anywaysss...............
The hotel somehow was fulla carvings of Buddhist idols. I'm not a religious freak or anything but somehow I felt very disturbed. I even sms-ed my sister telling her it felt pretty eerie cos they had this idol in every room. Supposedly a guard...but I'd rather say a no-no! I got scared for a little but started praying when my roomate went to the washroom....then I felt the peace... I know God is in me..I need not fear eh? :)
Both compared? I obviously preferred the Disneyland Resort!!! Was a dream come true!!Wished my little nephew was there so he could enjoy picture taking sessions with Winnie the Pooh....so adorable! :)
Other than hotels....what did we do? hmm....Yea, we went to a few night markets...accessories such as earrings, bracelets and necklaces were cheap...Just in case you don't know....I bought nearly the whole shop! :) and the lady selling them gave me some for free!! First nice lady in Hong Kong I've met...hah...miracles do happen! :P..and that was in the night market at Temple Street.
We also made our way down to Causeway Bay, Ladies Market (wonder why they even name it the ladies market),some temple (don;t know the name)...where else...the floating Jumbo restaurant....errr.....that's all I can remember for now....gettin` old y'know? ha ha....and ohhh...I'm proud to say..I've tried the "chou tou fu"( STINKY BEAN CURD)....hey...it ain't that stinky after all!!! Just like sotong bakar! I wished I had the rojak paste when I ate it the other day! *lolz*
Guess thats about it....
Departed Hong Kong at about 3pm on April 12, 2006 to Kuala Lumpur. Now I'm back in Penang. Again, this trip was a blessing! Had a good time with the family....many more good times will come! :)hope u like 'em~

Aloha 2006!!!

2006-01-01T00:50:00.000-08:00

Can you believe it is already 2006? Time really goes by so quickly...Things that happened like approximately 10 years ago are still fresh in my mind...and it's already 2-0-0-6!!! Ohhh brotherrrrrrrrrr...................

I see fireworks everywhere, people celebrating..cheering to the most expensive wine,I hear people laughing,dancing,roads blocked for street parties,people getting all drunk and crazy welcoming this new year of 2006...but all I did was stay home and watched a couple of dvd's.I know it may seem a little absurd to some of you who know me...I'm not a person who can glue my ass on a sofa at home watching movies while others are out partying.Don't get me wrong..I ain't a party animal..it's just that....I'm a lil more..sociable? Oh well!!! :)
No doubt last year's Christmas and New Year wasn't what I expected...but overall last year has been an awesome year for me! All I can say is that 2005 is a year to remember. A year which I would keep and remember for a lifetime.

Recalling 2005..
Sometimes when I recall 2005...It just puts a smile on my face.
Wichita State- It all began in 2002..ended in Spring 2005. For those who graduated the same time as I did...WE MADE IT!!!
This year was also the year where I had the time of my life...you know...after graduation...nothing to do....lol!!
Anyways...2005 was the year where I had to make the greatest decision of my life...whether to continue staying in the States or to come home. Well...made up my mind...and here I am.. home. Sometimes I regret on the decision I've made but I know very well that there's no point regretting because I have to stand strong for what's been decided.I guess Bernie is rite. God has HIS masterplan and I believe that I'm home for a purpose. My future is in God's hands and I do not have to worry about anything. He wants the best for me and even to ya'll..HE wants the best for ya'll...trust me...TRUST GOD~! :)Of course..I miss my all my friends back in Wichita...But 'when there's a will..there's a way'...We will meet again someday. :) Love ya'll so much!! Especially my 2 putassssssss....Mona and Cass.....Love u love u love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!

Now I know coming home wasn't a mistake...I've met a bunch of CRAZY youth at church who are HUNGRY for GOD.Fun people to be around with....just like all of us..they have their moment of tears and moments for happiness....and I guess that is what brings us all together.

THE REALMIES: I just got to know you guys like....a month ago? But you people are awesome! I'm amazed and touched by how you guys came to know the Lord. It is by HIS grace that you are in the church today...Like KAZ said..RITE TIME...RITE PLACE!NO REGRETS! Keep it up..HOMIES!!! :) 2006 will be a great year...All the best in your future undertakings and Keep that FIRE BURNING FOR GOD!!!! Love ya'll so much!! :)

MONA,CASS,HOUMAM,AMINE,HAN,MICHAEL: BLESSED 2006!!! Missing ya'll heaps and heaps and heaps!!!!! LOVE ya'll heaps and heaps and heapsssssss...............COME VISIT..pleaseeeee??? Pretty pleaseeeeee?????????????? Have a good year ahead and enjoy Wichita for me. Enjoy Flashbacks, Marble Slab, The lake, the crispy noodle, the SHOPPING ....count me in?? hehehe...pick me up at 1030 this Saturday..I'll be waiting ok? I'll be 5 minutes late cos my make up wont be done on time..*LOL*..I miss that....Lotsa kisses and misses!!!!Keep in touch !!

I think this is getting too long.....
Last but not least...Welcome again 2006...but I will not say sayonara to 2005...cos it stays with me...for now...for always...:) *mUaH*

Friends are Friends Forever - Michael W. Smith

2005-12-01T09:31:00.000-08:00

Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
I can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter of your life is through

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

And with the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you live in
Is the strength that now you show

We'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

To live as friends

Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

No a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

-Especially dedicated to Mona,Cassandra,Adrian,Amine,Houmam,Han,Michael *ya'll the best!* -

Sweet Surrender

2005-12-01T08:40:00.000-08:00

It's now 12.41 a.m and I just got back from dinner with a group of young people from church after a prophetic church meeting at The Realm. The service was pretty interesting but i was in a daze.I had a hard time keeping my eyes open during the sermon..as you know...jet laggedd!! Man...trying to get your eyes to open when you're dozing offf is not a good sight..makes you feel as though you're falling off your chair or something. Anyways...the meeting was a little different compared to the other church meetings I've been to. Music was awesome..sermon..was good despite the fact that I nearly snored..lol! And..the anointing of God was so strong that people do..'weird' things...All in all..INTERESTING!You should come see for yourself...well..thats bout it for church for today...
Came back to grandma's after dinner, took a shower, talked to my mom for a lil bit..then here I am writing.
Just as of today, I was down at Island Plaza trying to get some shoes cos' it didn't occur to me that my shoes were SHIPPED back...not in my luggage but in BOXES..which will eventually arrive in February! I thought to myself, "Oh God!"..I have totally no shoes to wear except my good old PLAYBOY sandals which I was 'forced' to purchase from Las Vegas a few months back.Oh!It wasn't comfortable!..and it goes on and on..As my mom and I were walking in to the entrance at Island Plaza..the first thing that struck my eyes was Starbucks.When I saW starbucks...all I had was a smile on my face cos' it just brings back memories of Wichita. Yes...I do miss everyone and everything there...VERY much indeed! I looked at the window with a poster on it that says "Pumpkin Spice Frappucino and Peppermint Mocha Frappucino". Somehow it reminded me of Cassandra, my babe. I headed straight in to Starbucks and purchased a cup of Peppermint Mocha Frappucino, hoping it tastes the same...Bought it, took a sip...SIGH...didn't taste the same at all. The coffee had lost its aroma, its sweetness or overall..its taste. Maybe its just me..or maybe the coffee wasn't really THAT good afterall. I don't feel the want or need to go into starbucks anymore...no one to laugh with, to chill with or even just to say hello to. Starbucks here is quiet and full of 'people you don't wanna see'. All I can say now is that I miss every single one and every single moment in Wichita..the times we spent in Starbucks, the stroll around downtown, the ice cream at Bradley Fair, crispy noodles at Kim Huong, or even the times we spent chit chatting in the car. These times are short..but they have been the most memorable times I've had and will always be. You all don't know how much it means to me..but I can tell you..It means a whole LOT!
Days are passing by so slowly here...guess what..when people ask me what plans do I have this Saturday..It still runs through my mind that Saturdays are kept for my best friends..Flashbacks night, remember? But when i think twice...its all over. Good times are gone...but I believe that more will come in future.You reckon?
3 days had passed since I arrived...but still..when I turn the pages of the little scrapbook that was given to me and those words that were written in it..It still brings tears to my eyes.Good times..good times...but I know somehow..I'll have to let you guys go. ANYHOW..I'm looking forward to Summer 2006... Hoping to see ya'll here!!It will be like the good old days....SUMMER? lol!
Lastly...I love and miss you all so much!!! Take good care and keep in touch...til then..God Bless.... *mUaH*

p/s- no pics yet..but will upload it soon!! :)

LOTS OF LOVE HUGS KISSES AND MISSES -KeRRy- ///*-*\\\

...Say cheeseeeee...

2005-11-21T05:50:00.000-08:00

Here are some pictures from Saturday at Flashbacks. We didn't take many but we SHOULD HAVE!For memories' sake...So, ya'll be ready..cos I will have my camera with me everywhere!Snap snap snap...:)

Truly Memories

2005-11-16T01:05:00.000-08:00

Hah!Just got back from starbucks...can't really sleep yet..so I decided to blog..AGAIN!Hmm...stayed home practically the whole day today..because I sold my car and now I'm car-less....how pitiful!On the other hand...GLAD!!The car is FINALLY SOLD!Some of you may know my ass-less white Honda Civic..YES! IT IS SOLD!Can you belief it?LOL!So all I did today was pack and pack...damn...it's been so many days...and I'm still packing..trust me..til the very last day here at Wichita..I'd still be packin`...hah!
Anyways..last Saturday was a blast...PICS TO PROVE!lol! Friends and I decided to give it a 'shot'and a toast to my ..er..probably 2nd last time hanging out in the weekends before I leave. Sad..but true! We decided to go bar hopping then head to the club for a lil bit. Fun..fun..good times..Some were trashed..err..I was sober..*winks*...ahh...erase that!erase that!But we had a good time overall!*Sigh*..I'm gonna miss all this when I leave this place...what more can I say other than...it's ok...just have to live with it!Argh!

And so..that was Saturday...We'll skip Sunday..*right guys?*

Here comes Monday...what did we do? Oh..I was with my two 'putas' nearly the whole afternoon which I very much enjoyed!Since the leaves are changing colors and falling...We decided to go downtown to get a few shots. Man..it's pretty! but COLD! Got even colder today!!Thank God I do not have to pass through winter this year here!Hate it!We were suppose to take some pictures at the Botanica Gardens but realised that the pictures that we took before could not be loaded into the laptop...We didn't have enough capacity in the camera, so we had to pass that...We'll go sometime this week ok,girlys?:)

I guess..summer's REALLY gone now....So Long..Farewell.....To summer and to all that happened....

Here are some pics...hope you like 'em...

"Angels Brought Me Here"- Guy Sebastian

2005-11-09T18:47:00.000-08:00

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
Walking back into the light
To the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you, my miracle

If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you can feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name

My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

Brought me here to be with you
I'd be forever grateful (oh forever faithful)

My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

...packing in the process...

2005-11-09T18:37:00.000-08:00

*SIGH*
Packing's getting very intensive these days...Plus...weather's getting so cold...it is making me SICK!Hate it!I just realised that I only have 17 more days before I head home to Malaysia. Kinda excited but on the other hand...sad...How I wish I could 'ship' all my friends back home with me..lol! Well I guess..life does go on...
Anyways...I woke up at 9a.m yesterday and started packing til night...say...10pm? Can you imagine..I did not even step outta the house..moreover the room! Was in my PJ's the whole day...IN THE MOOD OF PACKING, I was trying to get all my boxes ready to be shipped and my luggage bags packed.Tell you what, it is NOT good to stay in the room the whole day..It gives you a really BAD headache and makes you feel as though you're sick! BUT..I'm proud to tell you guys that I'm ALMOST done packing..not quite yet..but ALMOST! Still a lot of crap left...Sometimes...there are things that you can't throw away...you know...memories..lol!Or maybe its just me?? Oh well...
OK..no fresh air until 1145pm when Amine called and asked if I wanted to go to Starbucks for a drink. I told him "YES!" right away although I really didn't wanna drink anything. JUST WANTED SOME FRESH AIR! Ahhh...soOOoooOOthinggggg!! lol!
Went to starbucks...came back...looked at my room...and *fainted*..lol...nah..kidding.. I tried to pack again..but was so tired and exhausted...I head to my computer, clicked on Itunes for my favorite 'Guy Sebastian' song-Angels Brought Me Here...oh!a MUST LISTEN! AND....went back packing. My eyes were only half open then...put some clothes in the luggage bag...and guess what? I fell asleep!Right there!I woke up in the middle of the night KNOWING that I wasn't in bed but was so LAZY to get up....I took the nearest pieces of clothes that I had..used them as tiny lil blankets and went back to bed! HOW LAZY!but..its ok..I survived the night! :)
Well..pray that I survive tonight too!...I'll keep you guys updated with my PACKING!lol..til then........:)
Hey peeps...if you guys message me on msn and I don't reply...I'm SORRY ya? I'm not by the computer and the volume's down...you know..complains complains!!! :P

"My Grown Up Christmas List" - Kelly Clarkson

2005-11-02T01:28:00.000-08:00

Do you remember me
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you
With childhood fantasies

Well, I'm all grown up now
And still need help somehow
I'm not a child
But my heart still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish
My grown up christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
and wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list

As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely
Wrapped beneath our tree

Well heaven only knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth
(there'd be)

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, oh
This is my grown up christmas list

This is my grown up christmas list

...Halloween 2005...

2005-11-02T00:41:00.000-08:00

The Halloween Weekend of 2005 wasn't that great afterall!Well..in a way yes...and in a way ...no..That Saturday night kicked off with Asian Festival ( which was pretty lame, except the fact that they had good bubble tea! OK...let me sum it all up this way...
ASIAN FEST - SUCKED
HAUNTED HOUSE - SUCKED

I'd say the haunted house we went to was really bad but looking at Cassandra getting shocked and scared by the man-made ghost was absolutely hillarious. A guy that was dressed as this character in "The Lord of the Rings", crawled up to herand scared the crap outta her! Not only was she shocked..I was too! That 'creature' was nasty! He, or rather 'it' looked so real but mann...that spur of the moment..I wished it's knees were swollen or broken or somethin`!Don't mean to be bad..but he was yucky!! Crawls and crawls...ewwww........Too bad I don't have any pics! The look on Cassandra's face---A MUST SEE! ha ha ha!
Anyways...after we got done with the 'oh-so-stupid' haunted house,there was nothing much to do but to go home. Before that we thought the liquor store was still open, that way we could get some drinks then go home, chill and drink. Sad to say, as soon as we arrived at the door of the store, the guys came up to us and said "sorry, we're getting ready to go!" GEEZZ! we were 12 minutes too late! Deng it! What to do? LOL! we ended up at home with nothing but coke and chips...maybe we should call it a night?? hmm..maybe not! People in the house were getting all ready with cards, alcohol and games..waiting for us to come home...but guess how long the 'party'..YES!! a so-called party lasted? Maybe...an hour?Ain't that cool?duh! Well..yea..this time...we called it a night! A BAD-BAD NIGHT!

WAIT!

The weekend did not end that way....we had our own little dress up party too! This time..it's none other than Flashbacks! Expecting the club to be full and fun on a halloween weekend, we were wrong! The club was empty! Only a few 'devils' running around and dancing. Trust me...as soon as I walked into the club on that night itself, it looked like a living hell! I was shocked!But on the other hand, there were a few cute characters walkin` around too...such as the Mario Bros, the spider and all sorts..Pretty interesting!It's sad that I did not manage to dress up for my last halloween here....first of all, costumes are way too expensive! Planned to make one...but failed! Oh well...I guess my HALLOWEEN 2005 wasn't that interesting after all!
Here's a pic of us trying to take pics while driving home! A bunch of crazy Penang-kias!

...the past to remember...

2005-10-27T01:31:00.000-07:00

Hah! After so long it is finally time for me to come back in to this 'little precious blog' of mine and start writing again. It's been a while and I know ya'll know that when you stop doin` something for a while..you just lose the hang of it. But..but probably its time I start blogging again and get whatever crap I have here in my mind and share it with my fellow buddies eh? :)
Inspiration? THE FACT THAT I'LL BE LEAVING THE STATES IN APPROXIMATELY A MONTH FOR GOOD! (moreover Wichita..Oh how I miss it!)..looks like it's gonna be a loooong Hastalavista! That is why, 'bitter-sweet' memories recall and here I am, 'sharing' to you how it all began. Just bored..so bear with me aite?

...Arrived in Wichita, Aug.13, 2002....
As I looked down from the windows of the plane I was boarding, the first thing that came to my mind was, "Oh my goodness....are you kidding me?" Why? Living with a family that does not travel much, I, myself have not been anywhere else other than Singapore before coming to the United States. My perception of the United States is a dreamland- a place everyone would love to be at, tall buildings, lightings---Las Vegas? Probably... BUT..all I saw when I looked outta' the window were squares and squares of greens and browns....What were they? WHEAT! CORN! GOSH!!!! Can you imagine??!! I thought to myself, why did I even get myself here! Well..I guess there's no turning back...but I just wanted to go home soooo bad!
Anyways, knowing that my roomate at the dorms would be someone from back home..I was pretty much relieved.Still...I hesitated..wondering what kinda girl she is or what would it be like living with her..morover the same room! You all know who am I referring to..our one and only RACHAEL LEE!! Yes, YOU girl! ( i know you are reading this!)...Living with her ( YES! WE WERE LIVING TOGETHER!!!)*bliak* and just being around her company did not leave me any regrets at all even after she left. She was an amazing friend...someone who would be there for your through thick or thin...shopping at Walmart at midnight, baking cakes and cookies at 4a.m, and shedding tears together watching 'Meteor Garden'..man..those were the days...those days that I would always remember...frm Wichita at least! AND...Rachael...not forgetting the meteor watch...it was amazing...at below 0 degree celcius..freezing our asses off...still lying at the golf course of WIchita State watching meteor showers....SO PRETTY!( I reckon you know why that night was so special!ha ha ha!!)...and oh!!! Our first snow experience? Guess you remember that, girly! We were both so excited that we rushed downstairs from the 5th floor of Wheatshocker Apts with our Pj's to 'FEEL' the snow! lol!! Crazy..crazy I know..but.. Thats us! :) What do you expect? I was 19 and she was like...err...17? Time flies huh? Now I'm all old and wrinkled! lol...well..maybe just a lil..hahaha!
Living in the dorm was one of the best experiences I've ever had in Wichita. How could one not live in the dorm at least for once while still in school? Just a total waste! How fun having friends come over just to chill out..or even to stay over. Rachael and I had experiences where people would just come by...talk and talk til we fall asleep...rude...BUT....thats what friends are for rite? "TO LISTEN"! lol! THINGS TO DO WHEN YOU ARE BORED AT THE DORM? ---- Go to the study room! It's never a mistake! Friends are ALWAYS there..and if they aren't...make new ones! Well, Rachael used to head to the study room to complete her assignments...Me? Me too...but not for the assignments....just 'accompanying' her...(u know what I mean!) HAHAH!!
Recalling back those times when we first got here, international students now are way too lucky to have people driving them around..man..ESPECIALLY when they are girls.....you need not worry!! We never had people driving us around during our first semester...all we did was hoping into the WSU shuttle that took us to our oh-so GRAND WALMART for SHOPPING!WOW! Ain't that awesome? Other than that, we used our 'two's' to get us around and some weekends when we get too bored and felt like heading to the mall....we'll grab the map that we glued together ( the ones we took from the student centre) and head on, you are right...the public bus!!Oh..it was winter time too!Geeezzzzzz.......................
*SIGH*....agaian, time flies...met so many people..done so many things...and my beloved ex-roomie's off with her beau at Buffalo now.Miss you hun...hopin` to see you soon..and I bet Wichita misses you too!!!
I guess that was my first period of time at Wichita State....Young and naive....*bliak*....Bear in mind..i was just 19 then...Those of you who thought I've forgotten 'bout you....be patient...cos....
...........................THE JOURNEY CONTINUES..................................

-hEaRt 2 hEaRt-

2005-08-10T04:48:00.000-07:00

Love is patient, Love is kind,
It does not envy, it does not boast,
It is not proud, It is not rude,
It is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.

Love always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.

Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never ends.

L o v e N e v e r F a i l s.

Corinthians 13 : 4 - 8

MORE PICS?

2005-08-09T19:13:00.000-07:00

Hey peopleZ!
Man..sorry for not updating my blog..I've been so lazy these days.. PLUS.. i don't even know what to write anymore...but thank goodness...there's this thing called PICTURES...So there you go..here are some pics frm yesterday and the day before..bet you girls want a piece of these hot papasitos!
These pics were taken in Old Chicago and theShadow with Juan,Jairo(make sure you get the right pronounciation) and Cassandra... Oh yea..these guys DON'T DRINK!! *fingers crossed*..ONLY 10 bottle of beers! Ain't too bad rite? :P Just kidding!

PLUS...someone told me his pics are not THAT great..but just OK GREAT!..Got these from HIM...so...tell me...IS IT ALL THAT GREAT?*WINKS*

Sorry guysss....I mean the 2-J's...Just for the heck of it! Hope you like your pics in da blog! ;)

LOVE?Does it even exist?

2005-08-03T22:30:00.000-07:00

Guess Who's Back!! It's ME!!! After a while not writing on this 'precious' blog of mine...It's so difficult to start writing again. So..I thought of just dedicating a song that i've been listening to the past weekend to my oh-so-wonderful blog. I've never thought of myself liking any Malay songs..but somehow these days, I found that these songs are pretty meaningful if you actually listen to the lyrics. Can anyone translate the song 'Dua by KRU'? I bet many would wanna know what it means.. *winks* My Malay ain't that good ...so I might translate the wrong thing...heheheh
*Sigh*....
Have you ever thought to yourself how you can fall in love with a person for the second time? How will it happen? Or will it EVER happen? I don't know...anyone?
Feeling so emotional today...unlike other days...a question arises..."What is Love"? Yes, we've heard people saying and as well as reading it from the Bible: "Love is patient, love is kind...etc.." But does anyone know what the TRUE, REAL meaning of each of these words are? Because..honestly...I'm confused...really...If there are comments...I'd love the feedback!
Love is patient...I totally reckon with that...but don't you all reckon that a person can only be patient to a certain limit? It all starts with a honeymoon period, then the 'not so honeymoon' period...then...disaster......Well of course some do have their honeymoon period for the rest of their lives...But if one party gets off the limit...there goes!
**FEEDBACK!FEEDBACK!**

Another question..."Can you make someone fall in love with you?"
HAHAHA...laugh at this question...but some people do try, y'know?

SIGH..SERIOUSLY..I don't know what i'm writing about...but I want your feedback on these questions. Pathetic...but its real life baby!

I better sign off...cos I'm starting to write crap...be back soon...real soon I hope...! :)

SO....ITS FEEDBACK TIME! I'M ALL EYES!

DUA by KRU

2005-08-03T19:06:00.000-07:00

Dulu kita terpaksa
akur dan mengalah kepada situasi
segalanya suratan pedihnya ditelan
dipisahkan lautan
hilanglah khabar daku mengubah haluan
walaupun daku sedar dan tahu
tiada wanita di dunia setanding mu
tiba-tiba , tak diduga
dikau berdiri di hadapan mata
mengembalikan nostalgia , memori bersama
membisu seribu makna , rahsia terbenam didada

*chorus
tak ku sedar sekali lagi
ku jatuh hati dengan kewanitaanmu
pada malam yang sempurna
terpegun daku terpesona
keanggunan lembut bicara
kita berdua bagai rela
jatuh cinta untuk kali ke-2

kehadiranmu
di sisiku , disaatku perlukan
ku perlukan teman yang setia
melenyapkan delima yang melanda
walaupun seketika , kau bawa harapan
sememangnya ku sedar dan tahu
tiada wanita didunia setanding mu
tiba-tiba hati berdebar
apabila mata bertentang mata
detik romantis kini bersemi
cinta dua hati
mengerti tanpa berbicara , perasaan suci kita

GOOD TIMES...FUN TIMES...

2005-07-25T06:10:00.000-07:00

"FRIENDS LIKE US ARE WINNERS
NOT BECAUSE WE BELIEVE IN OURSELVES
BUT IN EACH OTHER"

Houmam, Jawad, Amine, Cassandra and I-Pictures of our journey to Flashbacks, at Starbucks and the Riverside.

Good times...good times.....Can you tell we're having fun?? :)

You guys are the best! I'm glad that we met and our friendship is certainly a blessing..

Will miss you all...Je t'aime beaucoup...

sEcReTs ReVeaLeD fRom ThE pAsT

2005-07-20T05:06:00.000-07:00

You might think this title is pretty interesting but seriously, its not much of a secret anyway. I was talking to this soon-to-be 22 year old guy (not mentioning his name yet) last night and he gave me this idea to pen his 'guilt' down here. After several minutes chatting away on MSN, we finally came to this topic on how we first met. It is pretty lame, but on the other hand..funny.
Here it goes:

3 summers ago-friends-him,his sis, a friend and I-in a car-went to the mall-shopping-got done-came back-dropped me off to the dorms-i stepped out of the car-car moved-went over my feet-twisted my knee-car stopped-HIM-shocked-guilty conscious.

GET THE PICTURE? You complete the story!

Like I said, it is weird the way we met but I'm glad we did. I told him thanks to the little car accident encounter if not, we might not even know each other, and he said "You remember that?"..Yes hun, I sure do! :) anyway, I mentioned to him that it is all good and that he had left 'a little sweet memory' for me in one of my days at Wichita. As cheeky as can be, he said "Really? I don't see it in your blog"..hmm.. OKAY..here I am now, leaving this 'SWEET MEMORY" of me meeting this young (or maybe not so young anymore) chap three summers back. Oh yea, did I even mention? When I first saw him, he was just a shy, naive. little boy. Now...*ahem*...chick magnet!

OK! To the shy, naive little boy I used to know..... HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY, AMINE!!!! (although its on Saturday...here's your wish in advance!)....he ain't that little no more! *winks*
TAKE CARE AND STAY CHARMING! hahaha!

Oh I forgot to mention..HE was the driver!!!

OH-WHAT-A-DAY!

2005-07-18T23:42:00.000-07:00

Oh what a DAY! Tiring day infact!
I thought of giving up writing on this blog but you know what? Better not...let's keep it goin`!

I did not even realise that it is already July. And guess what? It's time for me to collect my certificate! Wu hooo!!! Can't belief it's been 2 months since graduation...sigh...i guess time flies huh? I was so happy receiving the cert today knowin that all my hard work's been paid off. Three freakin` long years here was a dread..but oh well...its over. It is finally time to settle down, look for a job and most of all, get a life! haha...Wait for me MALAYSIA..I'm comin` home, babe!

Oh...what else?....

Called the airlines to make a reservation for my flight back home...mannn....flights are expensive these days aren't they? Now its a matter of taking the Singapore Airlines or the Malaysian Airlines...hmm...what do you guys think? I've been travelling with SIA all these while and they are pretty neat..just that I don't want a 12 hour layover at singapore..certainly a pain!! As for MAS...I ain't too sure...never travelled with them before...Any comments or suggestions? Both airlines have something in common though.. THEY ARE EXPENSIVE!

Anywaysss.....

I was so bored and had nothing to do..no one to go shopping or to chill with..so I decided to head to the "Y"..arrghh,,tiring tiring tiring..AH! I'd better lose weight before I go back or I'll see them in court! :) As crazy and as desperate as can be, I went a straight-4 hours group session classes. What did I do? Pump, Steps, Jam, Cycle...whoa..drives me nuts!but fun though overall! Keeps me movin` to the groovin`...WARNING FOR LADIES: 8-pound weights CAN KILL YOU! SERIOUSLY! haahah...but working out is good...doesn't make me feel so sick anymore...

Well thats about all I did for today...nothing interesting...some of you may know this ----"S-S-D-D"!hehehe... I guess I'm goin` to bed...dozing off soon.....Night peeps!!! Til then........HASTALAVISTA BABY!

--KeRRy siGnInG oFF--

Hip Hop maybe be OFF just ' a lil bit'

2005-07-16T04:28:00.000-07:00

Its 4a.m and I'm up and awake! I remembered saying in my last post that I was going to sleep my long hours but unfortunately..I'm already awake at this hour. Hmm..maybe its normal...for me at least. Or maybe you can blame the radio for being too loud. Oh, just to let you know my radio is on 24/7. Somehow, I just can't live without it!

Ok, here it is..before my eyes were closed, the radio station (96.3 fm) was playing a set of songs played in clubs and other radio stations..which is an all time favorite to the listeners. As soon as I'm awake, the station was still playing the same set of songs..!!! Whats this man?!?!

Anyways, this is not IT! So, what's the problem? OR might it not a problem? We know DAMN well that MOST hip hop songs these days are getting outta` hook! This is what prompted me to write this at this particular hour. WHY do we still listen to these songs eventhough we know it is not good? No offense to you hip hop freaks, like me..but yea..why do we still listen to them? Personally, I listen to them because it makes me get of my feet and shake a lil bit! What's YOUR reason?

If you notice, hip hop compilations these days ONLY consist of sex and violence. ADMIT IT, YOU KNOW IT..YOU"RE JUST DENYING! What happened to the old school rap that we used to listen to when we were in primary school and in high school? Where did my Vanilla Ice go? And my MC Hammer with his 2 Legit 2 Quit..? They were HOT a few years back. As for now, 50cents, Eminem and the other 'hard core' artists are taking over. Its like as though the world is theirs now! Oh well....some of the songs make you go like.."How in the world did they even thought 'bout the lyrics?" or "Wow..you can actually make money with lyrics like thatttt??"
Here are some interesting ones:

All a nigga really need is a lil bit,
not a lot baby girl just a lil bit..
we can head to the crib in a lil bit..
I can show you how I live in a lil bit,
I wanna unbutton your pants just a lil bit,
take 'em off pull em down just a lil bit,
get to kissin' and touchin' a lil bit...
get to lickin', a lil bit... (50 CENTS)---------WHAT THE HECK???

LETS SEE ANOTHER ONE...

Wait til you see my *Oh*
Wait til you see my *Ahhh*
Wait til you see my *Oh*
Wait til you see my *Ahhh*
Imma beat dat * up
Wait til you see my *Oh*
Wait til you see my *Ahhh*
Wait til you see my *Oh*
Imma beat dat * up ----------OH! DID I MENTION THIS IS THE CLEAN VERSION?WOW..SO CLEAN HUH?YOU WOULDN'T WANT TO SEE/HEAR THE 'UNCLEAN' VERSION!

WHAT'S NEXT?

B-B-Bounce that ass hoe (Shake, shake, shakin' that ass)
B-B-Bounce that ass hoe (Shake, shake, shakin' that ass)
B-B-Bounce that ass hoe (Shake, shake, shakin' that ass)
B-B-Bounce that ass
B-B-Bounce that ass-----------------------------THESE PEOPLE ARE REALLY 'ASS' PEOPLE..MANN....

LETS MOVE TO THE...

window, to the wall, (to dat wall)
To the sweat drip down and fall (fall)
To all these females crawl (crawl)
To all skit skit skit skit skit skit
all skit skit, got, i got what?
To all skit skit skit skit skit skit
all skit skit, got, i got what?

OH LIL JON..YOU'VE GOTTA WATCH WHAT YOU SING HOMIE!

AND GIRLS..IF YOU WANNA SHARE SOMEONE'S BOYFRIEND..YOU HAVE A SONG TOO!WA LLAHH!!

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha ------------OH..YOU WISH!!

anyways..you see that? I'm speechless..How can we even listen to songs like that huh?? Ridiculous!!! Guess what??

This sh** is bananas..B-A-N-A-N-A-S!!! (THANKS GWEN!)

Let me tell ya, just limit yourself to what you listen to and you'll be alright. This post maybe be silly..but I just wanted to get it OUTTA me! :)

Hip Hop lovers, I'm still one too...but KNOW your LIMITS!! :)

---PeAcE oUT HoMiEs---

FINALLY WEEKEND!!

2005-07-15T11:36:00.000-07:00

Ahhh.... its finally the beginning of a new weekend! After a hard day's work..its finally time for me to sit back, relax and enjoy the weekend. Nothing feels better than this! :) So what are YOUR plans for the weekend? I don't know mine but all I know is that I'm able to sleeepppp my long hours (FINALLY) and wake up anytime I want as tomorrow's a SATURDAY BABY! Alrighty..I'm gonna pen off now...off to dreamland! See you there!!!

Ever considered Belly Dancing?

2005-07-14T21:30:00.000-07:00

"Belly dance is a Western name coined for a style of female dance developed in the Middle East and other Arabic-influenced areas. In Arabic language it is known as Raqs Sharqi or in Turkish as Raks Sharki, translated as "Dance of the East". For Europeans, this translation sounded perfectly fit, hence it was also known as "Oriental dance", "Exotic oriental dance", "Oriental belly dance" and the likes. The term "Raqs Sharqi" is claimed to be originated in Egypt, although, as the name suggests, the dance itself could have been originated elsewhere.

It is thought that the dance has been known through the oral tradition in Egypt since the pre-Islamic times. There have been many theories about the origin of belly dancing, but most evidence links it to the Middle East and Africa. Some say it was originated by the Phoenicians; others claim that it was introduced into Egypt by the Turks. Egyptian tomb paintings dating from as far back as the fourteenth century BC depict partially clad dancers whose callisthenic positions appear to be very similar to those used in belly dancing. However, most agree that it became famous in Ottoman times when the dance was a frequent pastime for the women of the harem for each other. The dance was not meant to be seen by male eyes, which included the sultan. Male sultans would have had male belly dancers."

Ladies..if you feel me..this is the bomb! If you want something that gets you shaking and shimmying..This is something you might want to consider trying...100% satisfaction guaranteed! *PERIOD*

Our Most Eligible Bachelor 2005

2005-07-14T20:49:00.000-07:00

Check out our MOST ELIGIBLE BACHELOR 2005!!

Juan Martin Hoyos! A heart-throb, girls!! He's hot!!!!

Hey marty marty..i promised this pic would be on my blog..so there you go!!!

ooooOOOoooOoooo...Mr. Lova` Lova`....

ChiLL oUt tImE!!

2005-07-13T22:43:00.000-07:00

We had a great time at Kansas City despite the hot weather! Lotsa shoppin` and chillin`...ahhh...so good! to keep you updated..here are some pics...enjoy! ///*-*\\\

NeW CoNtRiBuToR

2005-07-11T05:36:00.000-07:00

Our new contributor to this blog is our one and only Paul and Karen Hughes! **Applause!**

A brother and sister to me and to all, this couple has been a blessing to many. Ok..here's a little somethin` about them:

Married in '99, Paul and Karen Hughes met in Hillsong, Australia when both of them were pursuing their diplomas, one in music and the other in theology.
Karen:
-26 yrs,a mother,loves music, loves shopping but said that it is now only window shopping cos' she's "financially challenged"..lol!
Paul:
-35 yrs,a father,loves travelling, surfing,reading. He said that 'readers are leaders' and is proud that his son is following his footsteps.
Things in common:
-LOVES GOD, loves eating, loves sleeping (oh-what-a-life!)

After so many years in the ministry, Paul and Karen's passion lies solely on young people.. It is their cry to see the younger generation coming closer to God each and every day. This is because there are a majority of youth these days that are lost and there are those who cannot find themselves in this world and the meaning of life. Paul and Karen's motive is to reach out to these young people, driving them into believing that Jesus is the only way to their lives and get them saved!
"Intervention", a ministry by Paul and Karen is a ministry under "The Realm". This ministry is specially for the hard cases and no hopers who has done so many things in order to find the meaning of life, but failed.
In the ministry of "The Realm", Paul and Karen move strongly in prophetic and the gifts of the spirit. Their vision is to start a church for the youth some day which is exceptionally different from what you get out of the churches these days. Who said you have to be in a club to experience fun and wildness?You can have fun and get wild in a church too! The image of a church being boring and lifeless does not exist anymore, unless you perceive it to be. The number one goal for this church envisioned is to use contemporary stuff to reach out to this contemporary culture. It was never stated in the Bible that a church should be slow, dull and boring...but instead get up on your feet and dance....celebrate....!Trust me..HE will dance with you! :)
Fellow youth who think that you're about to get kicked outta` your church because of your piercings, the length of your hair or even tattoo....FEAR NOT! for you're not doing anything wrong...The Paul and Karen ministry is a place where you can fall to and it is an encouragement to them that your HEART is still with the LORD.
Paul and Karen may have many visions that may sound impossible...but we know that with God...everything shall be made possible! :)

Paul and Karen Hughes are available for ministry in your church at anytime. They have also ministered in youth and church camps, youth rallies as well as worship conferences.
You can reach PKHughes at +6016-4015165 or at pkhughes@hotmail.com

Visit Paul and Karen's little website at www.pkhughes.blogspot.com

HaPPy 8th AnnIvErSaRY!!!

2005-07-11T01:19:00.000-07:00

Happy 8th Anniversary, Adrian!!!!!!

It's once again..July 11th...time flies huh? Although we're not able to spend this year's anniversary together.....that's ok....Just wanted to say..thank you for everything....Miss and Love ya!! *mUaH*

Love always, Kerry :)

...wHeN EaSt MeETs WeST...

2005-07-10T04:04:00.000-07:00

Ahhh...! What a day! Finally home sweet home after a long day out with my husband and wife by name, Cassandra and Houmam. Woke up this morning figuring out what to do, thinking I might just stay home and chill since its my day off! Fortunately!
Suddenly an msn message came beeping on my comp with a message.."Hey, lets go have ice cream.."..haha... Guess who?Our own beloved Houmam Kuoci (if that's how its spelled!). So I thought, alright..we'll just go out and chill by the lake since I'm gonna be so bored outta` my mind staying home, doing nothing. Went to "Marble Slab" for some ice cream, heading to the lake to see families feeding the ducks. Oh-so-sweet! How I wish I had my camera with me...but too bad! Next time!:)
Cassandra darlin` came over to chill with us after a hard day's work at Chinatown..poor girl! Again, sat by the lake and chatted for more than an hour over everything that came through our minds. Told you!Thats the only thing you can do here at Wichita!
After one hour of unbearable burn from the summer sun, we decided to head for dinner at "Adrian's" cos 'someone' was soooooo hungry!haha!- Adrian's a pretty restaurant right by 21st and Rock, comfy environment ..and of course a Live Band! Father and Daughter band...cool huh?The girl looks like she's 10 or somethin`...
Anyways, the waitress brought us our menu and suddenly Houmam shouted "Eh! They have moroccan cous cous" .Just in case you don't know, Houmam's moroccan(A mixture of french, african and middle eastern) HAHAHAHAH!!!!..Is that how you describe it?I don't know..You tell me! So, since he found his 'home food', we decided to give it a try to see how it taste like. Thinkin' it comes in a big portion, we told the waitress we would love to share since Cassandra and I weren't that hungry. After waitin` for a lil bit, "cous cous" came. ***STUNNED***..The portion looked like as if a baby could finish it! :p
Picked up our forks and knives, there we were trying our 'cous cous'....I am speechless! Tasted weird! I thought it was suppose to be good????? Arrgghhh.... You Malaysians! If you wanna know what 'cous cous' tastes like...simple..tasted like 'Putu Mayong'...hahahah.....looks weird..taste weird. But maybe ..MAYBE if you get used to it...might taste good!
Here are some pics I found online on cous cous...nearly the same...at least....
What other food do you guys eat anywaysssssss????????????? Oh weellll......... Whats next?
Here's a lil bit of what I did today.....goin` off to dreamland now.......Nights! *mUaH!*

...Bored outta` ma mind!...

2005-07-08T01:05:00.000-07:00

It's exactly 1 a.m and I'm still struggling to get to bed and i know very well indeed that I will struggle to wake up the next morning! It came across very weird that it is easier for you to wake up knowing that you have nothing to do rather than struggling to wake up when you actually have something to do, like work or school...Oh well! *Just a thought* Might not even make sense!
hmm...same ol' same ol' day....boring boring boring...work work work! THATS IT! Lifeless!! Today's a pretty relaxing day(..or should I say yesterday?...) despite the fact that I had to stand for a whole 6 freakin` hours BUT knowing the fact that I don't work at nights anymore..ahhhh...makes me feel so good! :)
Lets see...what did I do today?? Went shopping (AGAIN!) with Mona after work, trying to get something to wear for tomorrow night's party. Unfortunately, nothing seemed to capture my eyes...so...yea, i was finally able to save some money for ONCE at the mall! Spent my 'hard-earned' tips for today on some clothes for 'moi beloved sista'..ha ha! Karen, better say thank you!.. The bargains are unbelievable! I've promised myself that I ain't gonna shop no more after this SALES' over! *winks* ..God please help me! :)
...yadi yadi yada...what else? Talked to a couple of friends online after not seeing nor talking to them in like...AGES!These people have pretty good interesting stories to tell though...So peeps, it's always good to keep in touch, y'know? Talked to my 'chee mui' Bernie about our secondary school teacher's death early this morning due to cancer. It is good to know that she has gone home to be with the Lord, rather than suffering in pain. We will miss her. Many condolences.
Other than that..it was SO NICE OF HER to tell me about the oh-so-wonderful food in Penang; laksa, rojak...BERNIE!!!THANKS TO YOU! Probably that's the reason why I'm still awake now at this wee hour, thinking about the food! Arrgghhh!!!!....
Anyways..I think I'm gonna sign off now...instead bring my thoughts of the good ol Malaysian food into my sweetest dreams...Good night peopleZ! Enjoy the pics!
-----PeAcE oUT-----

...Memories may not be as sweet...-London Attack-

2005-07-07T19:17:00.000-07:00

The 9/11 disaster that happened a couple of years back was certainly a nightmare to millions especially to the people of the United States. Nevertheless, this morning-July 7, 2005 stroked another nightmare to the thousands in London. The nightmare of London began when terrorists attacked the city's transport system at rush hour killing at least 37 people and 700 others injured..and counting...
Watching the news and reading the headlines in the papers everyday, what do you see?People killing!people dying!wars!disasters!...everything that you cannot imagine this world would face..moreover..now!
Has it ever come across your mind that the end of the world is near? Look at your surroundings..everything is in a chaos..You may be a christian, buddhist or whatever religion this implies to..it is pretty obvious that this world has already lost its 'fairy tale' touch.
Having brought up in a Christian home, and being the daughter of a pastor, I have learned that these are signs of the second coming of the Lord.Would anyone even belief when the end of days is near, the dead will rise walking, earthquakes will shake the face of the earth and people will be struggling in hunger and in pain?Of course the dead are not up and walking yet, but when they do, don't freak out!Expect it! Honestly, I never believed these were all true until this very moment.This moment when everything is laid before your eyes. I've always thought we could get away with it with a blink of an eye but...i doubt it. When it comes..it comes...naturally.
Friends, this is the time where you have to sit down, and think of what this life of yours is about? Is it all about yourself?Or is it of what you belif? Remember this old saying that goes.."Time waits for no man"? It certainly does not. Every second in your life plays a major role. Don't take things too easy because time flies and it may be too late when you finally made up your mind...
Some of you may think.."oh..you religious freaks!"..Say whatever you want but it is for you to see for yourself because i reckon action speaks louder than words. You want it!You get it!
So people, be prepared for the signs have shown. HE can come anytime he wants...like a thief in the night..ENOUGH SAID! Give yourself to HIM and you know..YOU KNOW VERY WELL that the Kingdom of Heaven awaits you..AMEN! :)
Karen, if you wanna add on to this..pls do so. Like you said, people need the word...!

**********Jesus is the WAY, the TRUTH and the LIFE..no one comes to the Father..except through HIM!!!**********

tHe KeY tO FrEEdoM

2005-07-07T15:23:00.000-07:00

hAppY 21sT BirThdAy CaSSanDrA!!! oooOooOOooo..someone's legal now! Promise to have a blast this Saturday aite?? Have a good one now!!

...FrIEnDs 4 Now, FriEndS 4 LiFE...

2005-07-06T22:59:00.000-07:00

...sigh...today is a pretty boring day..worked since 10:30 this morning til 3p.m...hate this job..but oh well..i need the money!Since Mona will be leaving us pretty soon, I've decided to spend more time with her..at where?Malaysia Cafe!(of all places)..well,she works there..and that's why..haha.. talking about anything and everything under the sun...yea, that's us! At least she's still here now...soon to leave. Mona if you're reading this, don't go my love away!:) You know, sometimes it just sucks to know the fact that you have to leave the people you love behind someday. I'm now listening to a love song and it just sparked an inspiration to me in writing this. I guess this is life, huh? People come, people go...Cherish all the moments we have together with the ones we love cos we'll never know when we'll meet again. Sitting in this dark,cozy room thinking about what's going to happen in future really brings tears to my eyes. Be it for the better or worse..life is life..we'll have to face it..sometime..someday. It breaks my heart knowing that everyone will leave the past behind and move on ..once again..people come, people go...I believe that everything that has happened and that will happen is for the better. Mona, all the best in your future undertakings..Have fun in LA..remember to do what your HEART tells you to do..and be happy doing it. Houmam, it's been great hanging out with you these past couple of months..You've been the most hillarious person I've ever met..No doubt a person that brings a smile to my face no matter what happens.Sorry for breaking the promise I made to you about going to Dallas..Sometimes things just don't always go as planned..But..I truly wish you all the best looking for a job there.You'll enjoy it!Trust me! To the both of you, thank you so much for being such awesome buddies. Will miss you all and know that I'm always here... Love you!